my wattpad love

ithe beginning

he said he liked me...he lied. he touched me.  I tried pushing him off and it didn't work.I finally got him off and I stomped on his dick and ran crying.he called me a slut an a bitch. I cried all the way home.people were asking what was wrong but I zoned them out.I went to My room and found My razor. I vomiting and cut and cut.  I starved myself until My mom shoved food down My throat.everyday.I cried and threw up. I finally started eating again and I'm so fat. I told his girl friend who said she was My friend about what he did and she said she cared. the next day I saw them kissing. they are still together and they always look at me laughing at My scars and tears. I still cut. I never met anyone else with a story similar to mine or even who was like me. I read on Estrada until I came across a story called Pierce the veil adopted me. I loved the story and looked at the creators page. I saw a really cute emo looking boy who's name was XDrewslostsoulX I saw he said she was really pretty. I read his book Vic's son. it is amazing and I got the guts to message him. this is our convo:

me:u seem really cool

him:thanks

me:your welcome

him: I just wanted to say your really pretty

me:thanks but im not actually

him:I doubt that

me: that's me in the pic but I'm not pretty I have too many scars

him:nahh there's never to many

and if you think yours are bad you should see me,well I cover them with makeup so...Yea

me:I can't I have them all over My legs My stomach My ankles so Yea.

im nightmare hello

him:I'm drew hello

me:and BTW your cute too

him:thanks what books of mine did you read

me:I'm reading Vic's son.

him:Cool My friend makes the covers for My books

if you wanna text me My number is 555555555 (not putting his number in CX sorry guys)

then we start texting and we become fast friends. I tell him about My past and he tells me his. I realize I really like him and he understood My situation. I thought I could never love but I was slowly falling for him.

he didn't want me believing I wasn't beautiful so we ended up talking on the phone. he told me I was beautiful and I would deny it. he sang for me and I got to talk to raven his beautiful best friend. he loves her and I realized I would never be with with him. a class mate Rosa said I should marry him and since he sand to me I should lick his d**k CX I thought this was halarious so I told him then started joking around with him about our wedding. w sent pictures of how it would look and our kids that we would have and other cute stuff.I went on instagram and posted that I was getting married to him.  this led to My inbox being blown up by people trying to see if I was dating slash marrying drew. I told him and didn't get a reply.  I was reading a message and I got a text from him it said

him:sorry

while I was replying I saw another text pop up it said

him:will you go out with me?

okay I'm a fangirl so I freakout I asked if he was for real and he said Yes.I told him "OH JUST GAY GOD ANDREW OF COURSE I WILL GO OUT WITH YOU" Lol so we started going out.I was really insecure and was scared about him and raven Cuz he loves her. I didn't think about that and focused on us.

he got his phone token away after a bully was talking about raven and he punched him in the face and broke his nose. drew being him naturally felt bad and felt like shit. I kept talking to him making sure he was okay. he didn't reply and I got scared I calked him alot and he finally answered.  I was crying asking if he was okay I heard him say Yes. then after a while he said no not really. he hung up and told me he couldn't talk on the phone cuz he was crying. I told him it was okay. he said he loved me. I said it back.

his phone was taken away for eleven days.

I was waiting. nospe I lied I called him.and texted him.and messaged him on wattpad. I FINALLY  got a reply on wattpad. he said he's sorry his phone was still gone and he wanted to say he loves me. I told him I love him then asked him if he really loved me with raven and all of that.he thought I was breaking up with him for someone else and I was crying crying telling him that wasn't the case. I was insecure.he said he loved me and her but he didn't love her the way he loves me.We kept talking talking and he made me laugh with almost every message. he stole his phone back and we messaged all night and day and night and day CX he met a guy named Ashton. they went to his house and I sent drew some selfies.  this led to Ashton being tackled since he called me sexy. (I don't think  I'm sexy in any way) drew said that only he can call me sexy and with that he called me sexy.