My Missing Girlfriend

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I'm so really busy and upset because of the happenings in my life Simula nakilala ko si Brink

Were still on tour and I stop performing sumasamasama nalang kami ni xie cause it seems na parang pinag dudahan na kami ng mga fans

Im just happy na maayos yung pakikitungo ng mga kasamahan ni Brink sa akin

Its already second to the last tour na nila ngayon dito sa California

Di na mashado ako dumidikit kay Brink para di kami mapagkamalan

Pumayag lang naman ako na sumama dahil gusto ko maalala at makabawi man sa pagkukulang ko noon nawala ako

Nandito ako ngayon sa upuan sa likod ng backstage para hintayin si Brink na matapos

"Are you ok?" Tanong niya sa akin

"Yes,never mind me may kinakausap lang ako sa chat"ani ko sabay tipa sa phone ko

" ok.. If your hungry just ask the stuffs" ani nya

Umupo sya sa tabi ko habang nag pupunas ng pawis

Nilagay kona yung phone ko sa bulsa at kumuha ng towel na nasa gilid at tinulungan sya mag pinas

"Wag na ako nalang kaya ko naman to" ani nya

Napahinto ako at hinawakan ko yung buhok nya at ginulo

"You don't like me to help you huh?" Sabay tawa ko

"I just don't want you to get tired"sagot nya habang nag pupunas

" its just a small work Brink "

"But its easy for me to do it" sagot nya sabay hawak sa ilong ko

Were not child now, were teenagers now ,were 20

"How's your performance?"

"It's good" ani nya

"Prepare were going to the bus now and travel to the next place" dagdag niya

"Ok"

Tumayo na sya at nag lakad papuntang ref para kumuha ng gatoride

"Do u want" sabay pakita niya sa inomin na hawak

"No.. Can we go later at mall? I just want to buy some new clothes"

"Sorry but magigipit tayo sa oras kung pupunta pa tayo its already 10pm now and kailangan na natin maka punta sa next concert"ani nya

"Its OK I can understand"

"But sa next destination can we do tommorow I will buy you clothes"

"No, I don't need it I can buy with my own and we own clothing store"

"OK if you want" ani nya

"Hello guys" biglang sulpot ni xie

"Yes?"

"Aalis na raw tayo "

"Let's go" ani ni brink sabay lahad ng kamay nya sa akin at nilapat ko naman ang kamay ko

Naglakad na kami palabas ng arena

At sumakay na sa tour bus
Habang hawak hawak nya parin kamay ko

Every time he really give me a emotion that no one can give to me ..
The current ,butterfly in my tummy and the heart beat

This guy, I think the past really telling the truth

Nang nakapasok nakami ay doon kaagad ako sa kitchen pumunta para kumuha ng juice sa ref

This tour bus is actually so cool
Maganda yung pagkadesinyo

"Are you hungry?" Tanong ni brink na nasa gilid ko

"No , I'm just thirsty " ani ko sabay smile para makumbinsi ko sya

"Alamo di kaba na papagud sa pag tour mo ?" Ani ko sabay lakad sa bunks ko

"Sometimes its getting me tired ,but I can handle it cause first this is really your wish" sagot nya sabay sunod sa akin

Umakyat ako sa bunk ko at sumunod rin sya nag Indian sit ako at sya rin

"Ohh sorry I forgot " I said with a smile, I'm not telling the truth to him cause I don't want him to get to know about happenings at Philippines

"Its ok" ani nya sabay harap sa akin

"Can u tell me about the past of us, sorry but actually I really forget it " I said with a akward smile

"Ok , I understand"and a sweet smile

This guy is really understandable

Should I say now the truth about me ?

" ahmm brink I have to tell you something about me I hope you won't get be mad"

"Why?I should be mad at all?" In a sweet voice

"Actually I have amnesia now.. Thats why I can't remember you . I'm sorry for hiding it cause me too I don't know what happened to me .. I'm sorry for lying " and my tears down

"Shhh .. " and he hug me
"Even you can't remember me we can start to make new memories as I told you " he still comforting me

"So-sorry for being out of my mind for not trusting you cause I really don't know you at first .. Sorry brink sorry.. " habang umiyak

"Its OK .. Stop crying now ... I understand"

"salamat, im just too worried na magagalit ka kasi nag sinungaling ako tungkol sa nangyari sa akin"

"i Won't"sabay punas nya sa mga luha sa mukha ko

"do i act like me before?"

"no, malaki ang pinag bago mo Peach ... baka lang rin matured kana at bata pa tayo dati"

"baka nga "

"aalis na raw tayo " sigaw ng isang kasamahan namin

" are everyone is already here?" tanong nya sa kasamahan

"yahh" sumagot naman yung manager niya

"ok let's go" aning driver

"tulog kalang muna peach u seems like sleepy...  i will sleep sa tabi mo"

at inalalayan nya na ako mahiga

nahiga na ako at sya na ang nasunod he closed the curtain first at nahiga na sya

its still akward for me kasi
its my first time sleeping with a boyfriend

he hug me and i hug him back and he kiss my forehead

my heart beat was so really fast it seems like its out of the cage
my body is like a statue and a frozen ice bc of his hugs

he hug me so tight

"sleep now"he whispered on my ear
and  his hot breathe touch my neck that gives shivers to it

he put my right leg around his legs to and he crossed our legs

and i closed my eyes 

i woke up like in that position he is still with me

i look his sweet face...  this guy is really sweet.. i am so lucky to have him

"don't look at my face, matutunaw ako" he said kaya nabigla ako i thought his sleeping he just act like one😂

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Happy Anniverssary to all my readers
ik its already to late
but i still do what i need to do