I'm done, with life, with school, with my friends... Ugh, why can't I go one day without feeling like shit?!
I can barely organize my thoughts so ill just start with something random.
First up, RAM has ended, sort of? Essentially my character has been removed from the story, but the way it happened is humiliating.
My character was raped and then shot in the stomach.
Tell me how I'm supposed to respond to that!
It's just ridiculous. Like, rape isn't something that can be joked about and used in that manner, just to remove someone from a story.
But the thing is Anna and Tyler just laughed it off. Like it was no big deal.
He had this shit eating grin on his face and I don't know how to tell him how I feel about the whole thing without looking weak, or too sensitive.
But empathy, and sensitivity isn't something I should be ashamed of! It just hurts to feel like I'm losing friends again.
I hope no one botherd to read through that... Its just a waste of time.
