So I've been asked to a sleepover by my friend Maddie, but in a group chat, someone asked if it was going to be at Jordyn's house.
Jordyn and I aren't on very awesome terms right now. So I'm freaking out over whether or not she is even going.
I don't want to be her friend, and I can't pretend for Maddie.
I don't want to divide our friend group but I'm nervous that that's what might end up happening.
I don't know who if anyone will choose me and that terrifies me.
I don't want to lose any of my friends like that.
But I can't be Jordyn's friend anymore. Even if it means I lose more than I gain.
