The New Guy - Bradley simpson/connor ball fanfic

chapter 4 - the meeting

I start walking to connors house with the directions he gave me. He only lives a few blocks away so i knew it wouldnt take me long.

14.

15.

16 Alberts close. Connors house. Omg its so big. i could only dream of ever living in a house like this. i only lived in a council house.

i suddenly felt very out of place. It going to be so posh in that house and tidy abd with me being so clumsy im bound to break something or dirty somthing and embarass myself.

Before i can think of anything else to worry me i am at connors front door and im already knocking on it.

oh my gosh. oh my gosh. i am so scared i have never done this before and ive only just met this boy. this is going to be awkward.

The door opens and i see connor in trackies and a hogwarts top smiling back at me.

"great izzy i didnt think you'd actually turn up"

Oh it was a joke and i fell for it i bet there all laughing at me now. How stupid i mean why would anyone want to invite you rouns izzy, wake up and dont be so stupid.

"oh ok, dont worry ill just g..." before i can say anything else connor grabs me by the wrist and pulls me inside.

" No i didnt mean it like that. ive asked girls round before and they ususally dont bother showing up so  just thought you would be the same. but im really glad you showed up "

"ah ok and no problem" i smiled back.

i use this opportunity to eye up his body. Im a girl for goodness sake i am aloud to and i dont normally get the chance. He is quite small but i am extremely small so hes not much taller than me. His hair is always styled messily but on him it looks cute and hia blue are are just magical.

I must have just been staring at him becuase all of a suddena hand gets waved infront of my face.

"hey, you in there? did you hear me?" he chuckles to himself.

I go red. he must know i was checking him out, oh how embarasing.

"oh sorry what did you say"

"haha. I said do you want to come into the basement so you can meet the rest of the boys".

"yeah sure"

I follow him downstairs. my hands are sweaty and my heart is racing, its only meeting new people but i always get nevous around new people.

"hey guys, this is my friend izzy. izzy, this is james, tris, and brad".

ugh brad what a horrible name, reminds me of the boy at school.

"hi" i say shyly.

The boy who was introduced as james walked up to me and gave me a hug. i was not expecting that so i just tensed up. He looks down and me confused then walks away. Great just scared that boy off in under five minutes, must be a new record.

Tris then comes up and gives me a hug. i was ready for it this time so i gently hig him back.

I look accross the room to find the boy known as brad when i get a huge shock. its The brad. The one from school, oh god. He bullies me. shit. He wont want me here and hes going to probably tell the others just how pathetic i am.

"oh errr hi" says to me and goes to shake my hand.

oh so hes pretending he dont know who i am. well know im not playing that i want the boys to know how mean he is and i want connor to know how horrible his supposedly friend really is.

I pull my hand away.

"Izzy, whats wrong" Connor says. He looks worried but i bet he dont really care.

"Me and brad have already met. We go to the same school and he bullies me" as the words come out of my mouth i sound pathetic.

Memories of getting bullied all my life come flooding back and i cant keep the tears back anymore i start to cry.

"Is this true why would you do that?" connor shouts to brad.

"What ive only just moved here and i havent even said much to her so i havent bullied her." Brad explains.

i feel stupid now i mean it is true he hasnt actually done anything physically yet but hes bound to now that hes friends with the populars.

"well i was getting bullied by your friends the other day and you were just laughing with me and it hurt becuase ive been bullied by them all my life and i thought you were different but obviously not" i shout/ scream at him.

I dont know what to do but i dont want to be in this room anymore so i run upstairs into the bathroom.

I hear shouting coming from the basement but i dont care there probably egging him on to keep bulling me.

What was i thinking coming here. This was a mistake.

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