Remember Forever ( COMPLETED)

POETRY

My depression gets me really bad .

My depression takes me .

My depression caused me to be shitty ..

My depression caused me to be sad .

My depression caused me to be hurtful ..

My depression caused me to be shitty ..

I tried to hurt myself..

By remembering all the bad memories ..

By remembering all the bads words..

they would shout at me ..

By remembering all the issues ..

we have..

I understand everything in live but never the way I 

grew up 

terrible ..

hateful...

depressed ..

shut down ....

forever hated by your own family .. 

my family hates me even though they ...

said "NO"

They do nonstop since i was Borned ..

It was perfect in the beginning with no cousin 2 favorite grandchild ..

But my cousin came ... 

Everything change ..

No more equality ..

No more toys ..

No more love ..

No more helpful ..

All that equality went more to my sister and cousin ..

I was left out like a pile of trash ..

I was left out like a wrapper flying around ..

I was in the darkness like a pile of sand ..

I was hated for so many mistakes ..

I made as a little girl ..

but they took it away so wrong ..

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