Remember Forever ( COMPLETED)

POETRY

I COULD DREAM ..

IT WAS DARKNESS.

I COULD DREAM WAS MY MAMA'S PAIN..

I COULD DREAM WAS MY FATHER...

DOING SHIT THAT HE WOULD DO ..

IT BROUGHT ME SADNESS..

PAIN...

BUT IT WAS LIFE ...

ALCOHOL WASNT A NICE REASON ...

THAT HE IS FIXING NOW A DAYS ...

BUT IT IS HARD ...

THROUGH OUT HISTORY OF MY LIFE ..

EVERYTHING CHANGE ..

MY FAMILY WERE HAVING ISSUES BETWEEN EACH OTHER ..

MORE FIGHTS

MORE YELLING ....

MORE PAIN FOR ME ...

EVERYTHING WASN'T CLEARED TO ME ..

AS A YOUNG AGE ..

MY PARENTS NEVER UNDERSTOOD ME ..

THEY THOUGHT I WOULD FORGET ... BUT I DIDN'T ...

I WOULD SEE THEIR PAIN AND SADNESS GOING ON ..

I WOULD HAVE DAYDREAM'S THAT THEY WOULD BE ....

COMBINE TO SAD AND HAPPINESS.}

MY LIFE ISN'T ALWAYS FAIR .. WHAT CAN I SAID ...

I DIDN'T HAVE FREEDOM AND STILL DON'T ..

MY MEMORIES I KNOW I STILL KNOW...

THEY SHUT ME ... BUT NO MOREE...

YOUNG ME WOULD MAKE ME SHUT...

OR THEY WOULD MAKE ME SHUT IT ...

BUT I WONT SHUT ...

I WILL GET WHIPPED..

WITH MY MAMA'S HAND ..

SOMETHING ELSE ... PUSHED TO MY ROOM ...

WHEN IT HAPPEN I WOULD CRY ...

AS I WAS GROWING UP I GAVE UP ...

ON EVERYTHING I JUST WANTED IT REMEMBER ..

EVERYTHING WENT TO AVERAGE OF BOTH ...

SIDE ...

AGE (4-6 KINDERGARDEN)

I WAS IN KINDERGARTEN ..

I LOVE IT SO MUCH ...

I WILL HAVE SO MANY ISSUES ....

I WAS A LITTLE GIRL AGE 4...

I WAS AMAZING ...

I HAD A HUGE IMAGINARY ..

CONTINUED............