November 24, 2017
How can one be so alone in the vast world of people? Feel like shit and want to die. These thoughts in my mind rush as I stare at the low ground below. I feel myself wanting to jump, but I don't. I couldn't jump because I was a coward. I wanted death yet, at the same time I was scared of it. I was scared of what would flash before my eyes. Every bad memory and not a single good one. I backed off the edge and sat there thinking. Maybe I didn't have to die today. Maybe just maybe I could wait around until death would come take me away on her terms. That there is a "Happily Ever After" for me and that I would be okay. Okay to live and be happy. I looked at the city below me and for the first time I was thankful to be alive and see this amazing world before me.
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