-NCT imagines-

Taeil

//I want to hate you//

Your P.O.V
I'm trainee at SM Entertainment since last year, Lamí, who was an SM rookie like me, presented me the band NCT and I'm actually good friends with them, specially with Doyoung he's a great friend. But since day one there was someone who I think doesn't like me that much. That guy is Taeil.
-You guys this is Y/N! New SMRookie- Lamí said and everyone started talking to me, everyone except Taeil, he rolled his eyes and got out of the room.

Every day I got closer with the guys and sometimes when we got time we spend it together, but Taeil never wants to spend time with me so he just says he's tired and then he goes to his room.
Till one day I asked my best friend Doyoung.
-Doyoung-ah do you think Taeil oppa hates me?
-What do you mean?- he asked suprised.
-You know, he always avoids me, ignores me or whatever!
-Yes, the thing is... I've never seen Taeil hyung acting like that. I'll talk with him, don't worry- he said looking at me.
-No, I'll go talk to him

So on Saturday, the guys and me went to spend sometime together, but as expected, Taeil didn't want to go so he exited the practice room, I followed him.

Taeil P.O.V
I said I didn't want to go as always, but actually as always I wanted to go. I'm too bad expressing my feelings and maybe, maybe when I get the chance to get close to her I will look weak or nervous and I didn't want that.
Maybe if I didn't show interest in her, the feelings I had for her would disappear, but actually every time I ignore her I want her more.

Suddenly I heard steps behind me.

Your P.O.V
-Taeil! Why don't you come with us?- I said and he seemed sad, surprise? I didn't know.
He just looked at me and continue walking.

When I reentered to the practice room Doyoung saw my sad expression.
-It didn't work, did it?- he asked me.
-Mission failed- I said, but I don't wanted to give up. So the next day when Taeil went I did the same thing.

-Want to grab a coffee together?- I asked.
-Aren't you going with the boys?- he asked, it was the first time Taeil talked to me, his voice was softly and nice, although he wasn't like that with me.
-No. I don't feel like going with them
-But you feel like going with me?- he asked suprised, I nodded.
He rolled his eyes and kept walking, but I followed him.
-Taeil, you don't like me right?- I asked him.
-It's not like that- he answered and I felt suprised.
-Really? Because it seems like you hate me- I explained and he sighed with nervousness.
-Let's grab a coffee- he told me and I couldn't help but smile.

All the way to the coffee shop we were in silence, but I actually wanted to talk to him.
-What did you mean by It's not like that?- I asked him.
-Wait till we get there and I'll tell you
And then silence. Again.
In that moment I saw how the sun was setting.

-Taeil oppa, do you like sunsets? - then something unexpected happened, he stopped and then he looked at me.
-I like them, they are beautiful aren't they?- I nodded and then he smiled.
-Taeil oppa, I'm happy I made you smile

Taeil P.OV
I blushed. "I'm happy I made you smile".
"You make me always smile when I think about you" I said to myself. And then I smiled at her while blushing.

When we got to the shop, I got a latte and she got an Americano.
-I like your voice oppa! You sing very well- she said and I blushed.
-Thanks I guess- I answered. She started talking then, about everything. I forgot that I needed to look like I was mad but really she made me smile every second I was with her, so I started talking as well.

Your P.O.V
We laughed a lot, actually he was a very interesting person.
-I'm happy to finally talk to you - I said and he smiled at me.
-I'm happy as well, I actually like talking with you...a lot- he said and I blushed, seeing Taeil in front of me saying that, it made me think of how beautiful he was and how warm hearted he was, I really like him, I like this Taeil.

-Can you explain me why did you always avoid me and why were you always rude to me?- when I said it he seemed panicked.
-It's okay if you don't want me to know, but I hope everything is solve now, I want to be with you- I said and then I got up.
-Wait!- Taeil said and he got up again. -I don't know how to express myself, that's why I didn't want you near me- he said, it seemed like at every moment he was going to cry, but he didn't.
-That doesn't make sense
-It does, I love you, since the first moment I saw you I thought you were beautiful and the way smile makes me smile too. They way you are, while even when I didn't want to be with you you wanted to get to know me and how you care about everyone. I love every thing about you, that's what I was afraid of. I was afraid that if you were near me I needed to tell you all of this and then, then maybe you would just ... just ditched me. So I tried to avoid you, but trust me that's the last thing I want to do know- he said all at once. Two tears felt down my cheeks.
-That wasn't necessary- I told him.
-I know and I'm sorry- he said and took a step closer and with his hands he cleaned the tears off my cheeks. We were close, enough to hear him breathing.
-That wasn't necessary, because I like you too- I said suddenly and then he got closer and without any advice he put his lips on mine and wrapped me warmly in his arms.