-NCT imagines-

Mark

//Missing you//

Mark P.O.V
Tick tock tick tock and another day passes. Another day without her, another day without feeling anything of happiness. Everything seems a mess right know, I'm lost and I... I miss her.
We were practicing for our next comeback, but I didn't felt energetic enough to practice.
-Come on Mark hyung, you can't be sad forever- Haechan said and then he hugged me but I just sighed and got rid of the hug.
-Haechan is right, and we need to work hard and practice hard for the comeback- Taeyong said. None understood me. I was really hurt, it was all my fault, she left me because of my mistake.
-You need to talk to her- Yuta advices me. I nodded and without any energy I started practicing again.

Your P.O.V
It was raining, the perfect weather for my mood.
~Flashback
It was Saturday and I was with the NCT boys and of course there was my boyfriend Mark Lee as well.
Mark was holding my hands and playing with them while I had my head on his shoulder.
-What about going to the park next to the river and play some basketball?- Jaehyun asked.
-Y/N doesn't like basketball -  Mark advised and then he kissed me on the cheek while blushing.
-Well then, what about going to the dorms and watch a movie while eating kitchen?- Johnny asked.
-America style - Haechan said while nodding and we all laughed.
-Y/N and Mark go and buy chicken we will all wait at the dorms- Yuta said.
-Yah! Why us? Oppa can't you go?- I said to him.
-I can but I don't want to- he said and then he winked at me, what caused me to blush. Mark held my hands stronger and he seemed, annoyed?
-We can just order it via call- Taeyong explained and we all agreed. When we got to the dorms, Yuta put an arm around my wrist.
-Ah, Y/N- ah- at his action my reaction was blushing like crazy, I always admired Yuta, the way he sings I loved it!  and of course he was so handsome, but the only one I loved always was Mark.

I still love Mark. While watching the raindrops going down the window I remembered the day he confessed to me, he was so nervous and while holding my hands he said "Y/N-ah I-I love you, a-and I haven't feel this way with anyone e-except with you...". I remember as well our first kiss, we were near the river watching the sunset. He got closer to me and held my cheek. "I love you, I truly do with all my heart" and then he leaned closer to me and softly our lips touched. I have a lot of good memories with Mark, but now they seem to be all shattered.

Mark P.O.V

~Flashback
I saw Yuta's arm around Y/N's wrist and I'm aware Y/N really admires him.  Seeing her blushing made me really sad, was it the end of our lovestory?
-Let's sit all together- Jaehyun said. We sat around the sofa and at the floor waiting for the chicken to come. Y/N was next to me and started holding my hands, but I didn't  react I was annoyed at Yuta and maybe I was annoyed with her as well. What in the world did Yuta had that I didn't?
I removed my hands from her maybe to strongly.
-Hey, are you okay? - she whispered, but I didn't respond.
Haechan started telling us a story of Taeil who fell down because of a prank Haechan and Jisung made. Everyone was laughing except for me and Y/N noticed it of course, she always knows when I don't feel okay, and that's one of the reasons why I love her.
-Yah Mark, you don't seem to be okay. Do you want to talk or...
-I'm okay, okay?! - I said too loud and went to the kitchen.

Your P.O.V

~Flashback
-What's wrong with him?- Jaehyun asked. I just stood up and went where Mark was. He seemed annoyed, sad and disappointed at the same time. He was holding tears and he couldn't stop walking.
-Mark...
-Y/N leave me alone and go with Yuta- he said with pain.
-Wait what? So that's the reason you are like this? Because you think I like Yuta?
-Isn't that obvious? The way you blush when he winks at you or the way you smile when he's talked about?- Mark said holding tears.
-Mark, you are misunderstanding a lot...
-Wait, let me finish. I was an idiot by confessing to you a year ago, I was stupid by thinking I could love you! Just leave me alone!- now I was the one crying, Mark never was like that.
-You don't mean it...- I said holding his arm. -You don't mean that and I know that
-Of course I mean it, just go away- he said and then he pushed me softly before going to his room. Then I started crying, tears fell down my cheeks while I was sting on the cold floor of the kitchen.
~End Flashback

The rain stopped so I went outside and wrote a message to one of the boys.

Y/N
Oppa! Can you meet at the park?

Taeyong
No sorry, we are practicing. But when I finish I'll join you^-^

Since Taeyong couldn't join me I went outside alone.

Mark P.O.V
We were on a break of five minutes before starting practicing again. I was just pretending to be listening to Haechan and Jaehyun talking. I couldn't stand being there, so I went out of the practice room and decided to go outside the building. The day was cold, but anyways I decided to walk to the Han River, near the park. I was just walking without knowing where to go, when I saw her. Her hair, I was sure it was her. She was sitting down on the grass looking at the river, the scenery was the same as our first kiss, near the river, the sun was setting, the only thing that was needed is happiness, which right now We didn't had.

Your P.O.V
I got up with the intention to go home,since it was cold and it was starting to rain, but suddenly someone grabbed my arm. When I turned around I saw Mark. He had a tired expression, it seem he hasn't sleep enough. I was about to go again, but suddenly he said:
-Don't go! Please...
-First you want me to go and now you want me to stay? I'll better get going Mark...-pronouncing his name after a long time sounded weird.
-I made a mistake Y/N, I didn't meant anything of what I said, I promise. Every day when I wake up I think of how much I hate what I did, every day I worry when I get the thought I might have lose you forever- he sounded sad, he was holding tear and frustrated at the same time and so was I, I missed him, a lot.
-I don't like Yuta, Mark and I never did, I only admire him. I see him as a friend, but... Mark I don't want to lose you too...- he then relieved sighed and took a step closer and held my hands.
-Y/N I love you, I never stopped loving you. And really, I hope you will stay by my side always- he smiled and blushed.
-I love you too Mark Lee
And then he wrapped me in his arms and then he kissed me, he put his lips softly on mine. After the kiss we both blushed.
-D-do you want to walk?- he asked me while holding my hand.
-It would be great- I said. And we walked till the night came, holding hands and telling us how much we missed each other.