In Love With The Badass (Lauren/You)

Chapter 11

*Three months later*

Y/N'S POV

It's been three months since I realized I had feelings for Lauren

I've been trying to confess my love for her but every time I tried to speak about this topic Lauren would always leave me hanging because she had to do something important

*Probably fucking some girl* I always thought

Right now I'm at my locker thinking of a way to tell Lauren about my feelings towards her

As I was trying to make a speech without stuttering I see Lauren coming towards me but hand in hand with the one and only Lucy Vives

She greets me with a kiss on the cheek and after that starts to talk with Lucy

At a certain point they start a make out session and I just watch them, meanwhile my heart keeps breaking by each second and each kiss they share

After ten good minutes they pull away from each other and just like nothing happened Lucy walks to her first class

I grab my books and start to go to my english class when Lauren grabs my wrist and pulls me in a janitor closet

"What the fuck is wrong with you?"

"What are you talking about? I'm perfectly fine" I say not looking into her eyes

"Don't you dare to lie to me, I saw the way you were looking at Lucy when she was walking to her class. It was like you wanted to kill her" Lauren says

I shut my mouth when I hear what she's saying

She saw that I was giving Lucy a death glare, damn it

I quickly regain my composure and say

"Why are you so oblivious?"

"Wh-what are you talking about?" she stutters

"Why can't you see that I fucking love you Lauren?" by now I have tears running down my face

"I have loved you since that day we almost kissed in the bathroom but y-you never no-noticed me, everytime I tried tel-telling you about m-my feelings you always had an excuse to lea-leave so you could ju-just fuck so-some other girl and everytime you left me to go somewhere I always felt like my heart wasn't beating. It hurts Lauren, it hu-hurts so much that you'll never feel the same w-way towards me"

I'm sobbing hard right now and before she can say anything I exit the janitor closet and run out of the school towards my house

I can't believe I've finally confessed my feelings for her

She will probably stop talking to me and our "relationship" will not be the same but I still hope we'll stay friends

After two hours I hear the door bell ring so I stand up from the couch and open the door

What I see completely surprises me

Lauren is in front of me in all her glory

She enters in my house and does a thing that I would have never guessed

She kisses me

I widen my eyes when I feel her lips on mine, god they're so soft

Without a care in the world I kiss her back enjoying the moment

When air becomes an issue we pull back and stare at each others eyes

"What does this mean?" I ask

"It means that I love you, I always have. From the first day I saw you 5 years ago I knew you were special. My feelings for you kept growing but I didn't know how to start a conversation with you so I started bothering you with the 'goal' of fucking you but now I regret it" she explains to me

She's been in love with me for five years and never told me?

Now I understand why she kept all the guys from the school away from me

"Why didn't you tell me? And why did you keep fucking all of the girls from school if you were in love with me?"

"I was afraid of you rejecting me so I tried to forget about you by fucking other girls but it didn't work....look I'm sorry for what I did to you this past 5 years I hope you will forgive me" Lauren says

"I already did, now kiss me"

This day is the best of my life, I finally got the girl of my dreams and I'll never let her go

I'M ALIVE GUYS. After one month (almost) I update this story. Sorry for the long wait, school is killing me and I had a block of ideas but now it's all good. The story is almost over, there will be like another two chapters or so. Hope you like this chapter love you guys ❤
Ps. Anyone missed me? 😂