In Love With The Badass (Lauren/You)

Chapter 10

Y/N'S POV

After what happened in the bathroom I decided to go home because I didn't want to face Lauren and talk about our "almost" kiss

I was sitting on the couch just watching TV when I hear the front door open and see my mom walking into the living room

"Honey why are you home at this time? I thought you were at school" she says

"Well....something happened during lunch and I didn't want to stay so...yeah" I say feeling the tears starting to form in my eyes thinking about what happened not even two hours ago

"Oh sweetie, what happened?" my mom says with concern in her voice

"I don't know if I can tell you...you might not like it" I answer with fear in my voice

"Come on, you know you can tell me everything"

"Ok, so there's this girl that I really like but she's the 'fuckgirl' of the school and I don't know what to do" I say not looking in her eyes

"Wait, did you say girl?" my mom asks

That's it, there's no turning back now

"Yes mom I like a girl and I'm bisexual. I hope I didn't dissapoint you with this"

She hugs me and says

"You'll never dissapoint me, you're my daughter. If you love boys or girls I don't care, your happiness comes first"

I hug her back with tears in my eyes, her support means everything to me

"Tell me more about this girl, I want to know everything about her"

We spent the afternoon like that, me talking about Lauren and her listening

I had a smile on my face the whole time, just talking about her makes me happy

I've never felt this way and I'm still regretting ignoring her for almost five years

"I think you should tell her about your feelings"

"Are you crazy? She will never feel the same way towards me" I say with a hint of sadness in my voice

"Never say never, you'll never know if you keep it a secret"

This is actually a good point

"I know, it's just that I don't want a broken heart"

"Just please, think about it. If you don't say it she'll probably find someone else" with that she gives me a kiss on the forehead and goes in the kitchen

I didn't think about the fact that she'll probably find someone else, since she's the badass of the school I've never thought about this "problem"

I need to find a way to confess my feelings before it's too late

Hi guys I'm back 🤗 sorry it took me long enough to update but I've been studying non stop since this is my last year of school. Plus the news about the girls going on a hiatus made me really sad but as long as they're happy I'm happy. Btw this is the tenth chapter, hope you liked it and if you want vote and comment. Love you ❤