Choni - An impossible love story?

C a p t e r 6

Cheryl kissed me really soft and shy but it felt so good. She almost played with my lips. I felt so safe and loved at the same time. My heart felt like it will jump out. Then suddenly, Cheryl started so kiss me more passionate and dominant. She turned around and is now laying on me. OMG. She almost ate my face lol. She slowly stroked my waist. She started to kiss my neck. She almost kissed my whole neck until she kissed my weak spot and I groaned. Cheryl suddenly stopped. She now looked at me really scared. "What is wrong?" I said. " I-I.." She stood up and slowly walked back. "I'll sleep on the couch" she said and ran away. Wait what? What did just happen?

Cheryl:

I can't do this! My mother... No! I should just go... It's too dangerous.. and my mother would hate me. What did I just do? I'm so disgusting. STOP CRYING!!! I thought while I ran into her living room. I still felt her kiss on my lips. Toni.... I think I really like her... Oh god what should I do? I CAN'T let this happen again! "Cheryl...?" I suddenly hear someone say. "Cheryl please tell me what's wrong..." she said. "Nothing I'm fine Tt" I lied and she noticed that. Toni sat down. "I know something is wrong Cheryl, you can't lie to me. Please tell me" she said looking really sad. I sat down next to her. "Okay listen Tt. I really like you but we-" I stopped because I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. "we need to stop this! my mother would destroy everything.." I said. "Cheryl, she could never change my feelings for you, nodody could". Wait.... did she just say she has feelings for me? "Toni you don't understand.. I used to have a girlfriend... her name was.... Heather.... but my mother destroyed it..." "How?" she asked. I cried. Thinking about her hurt a lot. "My mother got us in the same bed... that's why I stopped... She punched me and told me I was deviant. I never saw Heather again. My mother told me that Heather didn't love me anymore and that nobody does because I'm a loveless monster. I didn't believe her but I never saw Heather since..... I think... I think my mother did something to her.... I don't want that to happen to you... and I'm also really scared of my mother's reaction.. her words really hurted me"... I said still crying. OMG I never opened up to someone. It felt good but I got really scared. "I gotta go" I said as I stood up.
"Cheryl Wait!!" Toni said. "It's 1 am!!"
Toni took my hand. Her hands are so soft.... "Cheryl I'm so sorry! But you have to know your mother is wrong! You're not loveless! You're not deviant, okay? I don't want to loose you! And I'm not scared of your mother. I just want to be with you! You are the first one who actually makes me feel something and makes me want to wake up in the morning" she said. "You're sensational and I'll always protect you okay? Now calm down." I hugged her. I'm so thankful to have her. I held her really tight. I didn't want to stop. Her hug just felt so right.

We decided that it's time to sleep. We cuddled for a while until I fell alsleep in her arms.