The weird thing is, im popular. Haha im actually popular. Someone as worthless as me has friends? Hows that even possible? “R-R-Ringggg.” The sound of the bell interrupts me from my thoughts. “Hey!” calls Lauren with a gentle smile. Where do i even begin with Lauren, she is my best friend. There is nothing wrong with her at all…. everyone likes her. “hey, whats up?” i say cooly. We talk normally about unimportant things while Carson, Trinity, Veronica and Baylee join in. I sit down just as my algebra test is dropped on my desk by the teacher. 72!! I got a 72?! why am i such a failure? My mother will be so disappointed in me. Ive always been a straight A student, but this year its all changed. Every class ive taken has been advanced or pre-ap, and it sucks. I constantly worry about disappointing everyone.Why cant i be smart? I hate myself…..”hate”, such a strong word, such an evil word. But its how i feel, i hate myself to death. There are so many things i want to change about myself, but the one thing i really want to change is myself hatred… i just want to be able to love myself.
