Hourglass [DbD One-Shots] REQUESTS CLOSED

Do you care? - Wraith/Depressed!Reader

Song: "Wanderer's Lullaby" - adriana figueroa

Requested by: @SpecialMoth9897

Some people have real life problems. Some people are out of luck. Some people are depressed and think they are screwed and not cared for, while there always is someone. Some people don't see anything beside their own lives and don't even care how people would react if they were dead. But you?

Your life was just fucking terrible!

Of course, you would be bullied. And anyone right now would say 'Hey! Other people are bullied too! Other people are dying!'

Oh, really? But were other people being sucked into another dimension with a scary and hungry Entity, being chased by inhuman killers, repeating the cycle and being bullied by their own allies? You didn't think so.

"Stupid, shit, fucking... Egrh...!" You spat out under your breath and panted. You leaned against the chest you found on the field and looked at your bleeding leg. (You actually looked for something, anything in that chest, but eventually found nothing.) You closed your eyes and breathed in and out a few times to ease your breathing. "Alright... Alright, [Y/N]... Just stay calm. That creepy forest-killer can't get you now... He's on the other side of the fields, right?" You chuckled ironically and put your hand on your face with a whine.

"And what's the point in running anyways?" You asked yourself, a sob-chuckle following quickly. "Nobody even cares about me and treats me like trash" You sighed and snorted desperately. Then a new thought followed. What if, just what IF, you could just hung yourself on a hook and wait there?

"That's... Not such a bad idea, actually" You muttered under your breath and started limping slowly in one direction, hoping to find one hook on your way. Nobody will surely take you off it, not even counting the fact that nobody will even be interested... Yeah, if you had enough luck nobody will notice you 'hanging around' and you could die in peace.

Not that dying not in peace would change anything. You won't feel anything after you die, right? There will only be blackness, the abyss, or maybe something even more pleasant than that! At least you hoped so...

"Finally" you breathed out, happy that have eventually found the hook you were looking for. It was on a hill, but you managed to quickly and without any problems climb it and get to the hook.

You sighed. Now came the hardest part. Trying to get onto it. Without the killer's help it won't be easy for you to do it.

'Just a little bit...'

Ding... ding... ding...

You twirled around and came face to face with the one and only, Wraith. You stared at each other for a few minutes, your eyes silently begging him to lift you and get you onto that forsaken hook. His eyes were saying something other though. He understood what was on your mind and what you wanted to do. He knew what you were trying to accomplish by standing right next to the hook, but... he couldn't understand why you wanted to do it. He got the idea of how awful this place had to be for the survivors, but to take such drastic measures? You had to know that you would come back again, right? It was only temporary! You couldn't... really die in this place. Everything was temporary. Except for the Entity. Oh no, it was going to exist forever...

Finally, the Wraith made his move. He took you by your hand and started leading you towards one of the gates. You couldn't understand! What was he doing? He wasn't supposed to spare you, right? He was supposed to kill you! And you didn't want to live, so what difference would it make to this ruthless killer?

After a minute or two, you were standing right in front of the gate. You looked at your feet, not quite knowing what you were supposed to do at the moment. It was open, thanks to the earlier repaired generators.

The Wraith gently pushed you forward and nodded his head towards the gate. You sighed at the gesture and hesitated for only a second, before you were suddenly back at your camp.

There was only one thing on your mind now.

'Does he care?'

I'm SO sorry for the long wait. I didn't know what to write, like, I had NO idea. I'm sorry! TT^TT I tried, but I think you guys know how it is with doing something under the pressure ._. It's HARD. AND SCHOOL IS KICKING MY BUTT AS ALWAYS...! I'M SORRY! TT^TT