I wish I could cut off all my parts
And give them to you
I wish you would look into my heart
And see my pain
I wish I could make you feel what makes my head scream at me
My brain tells me to stop
But I can't
For I am a train
Off the tracks-
Transgressing.
So you tell me you love my thoughts
You tell me I am okay
At least,
In the stars you do
I wish you would when it mattered.
