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Chapter 3~Confessions

Chapter 3

I get back to the hotel room after hours of looking. The boys are already asleep once I get back. I don't know where else to look for her, I've checked everywhere for her and that bloody arse-hole. I sit down at the table and just think. Where the hell could they be at? They can't be that far. What if I really didn't see her and my mind is just playing a dirty trick on me? What if she is already dead and her body is in the river in some place or maybe it's been burned in a fire or John, being the sick person he is, is keeping her and having sex with her dead body just for kicks? What if she doesn't want to be found? What if she's a mum? What if she died giving birth? What if the kid died from John and so she killed herself?

I bang hard on the table (A/N you dirty people I know what you're thinking ;) *click, click kiss*) with my fist making everything shake. I can't think like that. She's alive and I know it. She wouldn't just die; she would know that I'm looking for her... Wouldn't she? Uggg! I hate this, you would think that someone would know where she is.

"Lou?" I jump a little. "Sorry mate, didn't mean to scare you." I turn to face the Niall.

"What?" I ask him.

"Are you okay? I mean, you know, with everything?" I sigh.

"To tell you the truth... I think I'm far from being okay. I lost the one that I love and she doesn't even know it." I tell him.

"Louis... This may be a bad time but... What happen with El?" I sigh.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"I mean, ever since Sarah came I've haven't see her."

"We broke up." I say quietly.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, she didn't like the way that the fans were treating her and she just couldn't handle it anymore. So she broke up with me."

"I'm sorry mate."

"Naw, it's fine."

"No it's not. If she didnt love you enough to stay with you than you didnt deserve her." He says.

"Thanks mate."

"No problem. You know I'm right." I smile.

"Yeah, okay you're right." He smirks.

"Of couse I'm right. I'm Niall Horan." I laugh. "Look Louis... I'm sorry, I dont want us to not talk to each other, it's hard enough as it is with Sarah gone and I just want us to go back the way we were." I look at him, his eyes are filled with gult.

"I'm sorry too, I should have handled the whole thing better."

"So do we have the old Louis back?" He asks hopeful.

"No, I'm sorry but until Sarah is here with us than the old Louis wont show his face for a while."

"What can we do to get the old him back?" Niall asks. I sigh.

"I don't know Niall." I place my head down on the table.

"We could go to a club to get your mind cleared." My head snaps up and I stare at him.

"No!" I say quickly. Niall steps back from my sudden outburst.

"Oh, right... Sorry mate."

"I'm going to go to bed Niall. Night."

"Wait. What if I convince the boys to start looking for her again?" My eyes widen.

"Really?!" I ask.

"Yeah, really." I smile.

"That would be great!" I stand up and give Niall a hug.

"So does this mean the old Lou will be back?" He asks smiling. I nod and his smile gets bigger.

"Yeah, the old Lou will be back."

A/N:

Hey guys! Okay so i'll try and update every week but next week I dont think I can since i will be out of town and i dont know if where i'm going will have internet. If it doesnt then i will post and update twice the following week. Once again i'm sorry for any misspelling, and gammer issues. So what do you think of the story? Is it as great as the first? Is it leaving you in wonder? Anyways comment if you love it and have something to say and/or vote if you like it thanks guys :)