Mistakes.

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Natalia Tayler

Throughout the week I've been getting to know BTS, I've gotten really close to Suga, and Jin. They remind me of my dad, and I think of them in a brotherly way. I have been somewhat flirting with Namjoon, Tae, and Jimin. I haven't really gotten to know Jhope or Jungkook, but I can tell we will become friends, if I take this job or opportunity of course. I've been struggling to figure it out or not. Don't get me wrong or anything, I love the boy's personalities, and they are all good performers. They are one talented group of guys, and I would love to go to South Korea with them. But, I'd be leaving my sister behind. I love her so dearly, she's not only my sister she's my bestfriend, my everything.. I want to go, but that's the only reason I don't want to. I know that she wants me to, but I'm still iffy about it. I know she wants me to she told me herself

  *FLASHBACK*( "Natalia they're not wrong babe, you are a extremely good dancer. I will miss you don't get me wrong, but this is such big opportunity for you and your dance career, I care about you and your future, your 18 and deserve to live a little bit, and I think dad would tell you the same" we looked at each other, she said 'dad', we both started tearing  up at the thought of our father. "Natalia, look at me. Do it. Please, for me, for dad"  I looked at her and started  crying in her arms, I could only think of what she had just said. "Anika, thank you. I'll think about it" I gave her a thin smile. "GOOD, Cause I highkey ship you and Jimin hardd", I smirked at her remark, I looked at her and she had a big plastic grin) *End of FLASHBACK*

LATER THAT WEEK

I haven't talked to any of the boys or my sister for a couple of days. I've just been thinking of what she said to me, and how I should go for it, I had been thinking about it for days, and only that. I had my decision, and thought it was best to tell them in person, so I headed to the hotel they were currently staying at.

 I entered the hotel and asked the receptionist to ring down Kim Namjoon. I waited in the lobby finally seeing the elevator open revealing only RM, he looked around and started towards me "Natalia, Where have you been? I haven't seen you for a couple of days" he said, I soon stood up, and he reached to me and gave me a tight hug, we entered on the elevator. We reached to door,and he opened it with his keycard, he opened the door and we walked in, I soon saw Tae on the bed with Jimin and the rest of the boys scattered around the room. I saw everyone's heads shoot up, Jimin soon stood up and ran to me. He gave me a tight hug, lifting me off the ground a couple inches. He grabbed my hand and pulled me to the other bed away from V, he sat down and implied he wanted me to sit by him, I instead I cuddled up with the blankets and was laying down with my head on the fluffy pillow, Jimin followed my actions and laid down with me, we turned to our sides, facing each other. We had a good conversation, and we both drifted to sleep, I woke up with his arm laced around my waist, I smiled to myself, I soon pried his arm off of me and gave him a pillow to cuddle with.

I went to where Namjoon was sleeping, and shook him awake. He woke up, and realized who he was talking to, he shot up and asked what I needed. "I need to talk to you, about you about my answer" I told him quickly, not trying to wake anyone else up. "oh yeah, so what is it Natalia" he asked intrigued, "well, it took me a long time to think about it. But I finally came to my senses, and Yes. I would be honored to dance for BTS" I said with a bright smile, he smiled and pulled me down onto the bed with him and hugged me tightly, he kissed my head and smiled, I grabbed my phone from my pocket, I read aloud "1:46 am.", RM looked at me in confusion, "I really don't wanna leave at this time of night." I told him, "well its okay, we have enough space, but go ask Tae for Pajamas, he always brings extra, I'm not sure why" he told me, I nodded slowly. I got off the bed and wondered to a sleeping Taehyung. I looked back to see Namjoon sleeping again, I rolled my eyes and giggled. I tapped on Tae, and no response, I pushed him harder, and no response, I jumped straight on top of him, and finally I heard a load groan come out of Tae's mouth. I watched his eyes flutter open, until then I didn't know how close our faces we're, I backed away slowly. I said quickly "Joon wanted you to give me some PJ's cause I'm staying over", "oh, I got you. Would you like a sweater too? it gets chilly in here." he asked politely, I nodded my head cause I was already cold. He handed me a pair of PJ pants, and a hoodie. I walked to the bathroom and shook the nob realizing it was locked, I looked around the big room and found a spot to change. I whipped off my shirt and felt a pair of eyes burning on my back, I had forgotten I wasn't wearing anything underneath, I slipped on the big yet comfy sweatshirt V gave me, it smelt like him, I soon slipped of my tight jeans, and I also forgot that I was wearing minimal fabric on my lower-half as well, I still felt the eyes on me, I quickly put on the pants, they were long, and I was even stepping on the fabric on the bottoms. I turned around seeing V looking at me, I walked over to wear he was. He looked at me and laughed at the sight of all the extra fabric buried on top of my tanned skin, I rolled my eyes. I walked to wear he got the Pajamas from and folded my clothes into a nice pile right next to it. I looked over to see Tae sound asleep again, I turned off the lights. I walked to wear I was sleeping before next to Jimin, he was still there, hugging the pillow tighter than before. I smiled, and laid back down and removed the pillow from Jimin, he somehow found my petite body, and wrapped his arm around it, and than I started to cuddle the pillow.