The complicated girl

Chapter One :-

‘’Mamira wake up’’ I woke up on my mom’s voice shouting because I have to go to school, ugh. I opened my eyes slowly and I checked my phone and found one message from Harry, well yeah Harry is my boyfriend, I opened the message and started reading it ‘wake up my beautiful princess I’m waiting you outside, I love you’

I smiled but then I started thinking, why do I always feel like he deserves a better person? Why do I always feel like I don’t deserve him at all, maybe because he is too nice with me, why is he so romantic with me and I still can’t love him? Sometimes I think that I’m a bitch because I use him instead of telling him that I love someone else, Adam. My ex and the love of my life,

I cut my thoughts and went to the bathroom, after I did everything and got out of the bathroom, wore my clothes, done my hair, I went downstairs and said goodbye to my mom ‘’Tell Harry to drive slowly’’ ‘’Okay mom, bye’’ I got out of the house and slammed the door to find Harry smiling while looking at the sky, I walked slowly trying to not let out any sound and kissed his chin

‘’Oh babe sorry I didn’t notice you are here’’ he looked at me and gave me a sweet kiss on my lips ‘’It’s okay now let’s go before we go to the school late’’ we got inside the car and we arrived to the school after about 15 minutes..

After we got into the school and we were walking in the school hall I saw every girl looking at us and starts whispering, yea of course they talk about how hot and cute he looks like, and me? I don’t deserve him at all because having Harry as your boyfriend is not easy trust me, while we were walking a girl threw a paper to Harry he opened the paper and we started reading it

‘Your girlfriend is a bitch, she doesn’t love you and if you looked at her eyes you will find that she loves someone else not you, let her go before she breaks your heart’ when I read what’s in the paper I was surprised because how the hell does she know that I love someone else? But when I looked at Harry’s face it had so much angry reactions, he threw the paper and went to that girl

‘’Don’t you dare to say anything about my girlfriend, if there’s a bitch in here then it’s you’’ ‘’Love made you so blind’’ ‘’Shut the hell up or I swear that I will punch you in the face’’ ‘’You will see Harry, you will see’’ she looked at me and then Harry and walked away with that ‘poor you’ look Why? Why does he fight with people because of me everything, just why can’t I simply tell him that I love Adam, but I can’t because I can’t see him sad but I can see him thinking that I adore the hell out of him, he walked to me and held my hand and his eyes were telling me ‘it’s okay’ I gave him a sweet smile and we walked and entered the classroom,

and as always all the girls eyes are on him and he is just looking at me while every another girl wishes to just have a kiss from him, we sat on the chairs and while we were chatting the teacher entered the classroom and started speaking ‘’There’s a new student here, he will be with us until the next year please welcome to Adam, he is from South America’’ when I heard the name and the country he’s from I just got frozen, could it be him? When he entered the classroom I was sure this time, I looked at him and then Harry yeah it was him,

I felt like I’m Harry’s wife and I’m cheating on him even thought that I didn’t talk to Adam since we broke up.