Letters To Romeo

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Oct 27 2017 friday

This was the most hurtful yet sweetest day.
I asked you if it was the other way around, that I was the one who had many boy contacts and friends that if you would be jealous too just like how I am feeling right now, and you said NO.

You wouldn't mind who was chatting and calling me. It pained me, you know. To know that you didn't care for me anymore. It crushed me so much that for you to say it, meant that you really don't care for me anymore that you are prepared and ready and eager to leave me.

But then you made the sweetest move in our history, showing your real feelings to me through video chat. This was the closest we can get due to our distance.

You were about to cry, I don't think I ever did see you in that kind of state. My heart twisted, i wanted to be beside you and hug you tight and kiss you and just stay there. You said that our problem was our lack of communucation when it comes to dealing with certain issues with our relationship. Because every chance we get to see each other in person, we just divert our minds and make the most out of it and leave the arguing in texts which is wrong because many misunderstandings brew up from texting.

Because you may never know how that person delivered that message, maybe she delivered it with sincerity but you read as sarcastic. So yeah, many relationships broke up due to misunderstanding.

And I loved you even more, if that was possible. The sweetest day cause you showed me a part of you anyone rarely sees, and hurtful cause I wanted to be there beside you when you finally break down your walls.

xL