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November 1, 2017

Dearest Romeo,

9.30am

I texted my mom asking if it was already okay for us to be together, because you know how they were against with our relationship then. I told her how I was happy with you and that in the same time I didn't want to disappoint them but I was really really really happy with you. And I kept imagining things on what she would do and react and say, whether she'd be angry or sad or devastated or if she'd be happy that I finally had the courage to tell them about us.

12.00pm

No reply from her.

the both of us didn't also communicate because I was feeling guilty and I was also scared and I needed to focus so that I can text her the right words and right things.


02.00pm

Still no reply.

I was sweating and shaking and was starting to have a really bad anxiety attack. Both feeling excited and scared.


07.00pm

No reply from mom.

And by this time I gave up. I gave up on the things I imagined how she would react. My friends tell me that maybe my mom was still trying to process the information having in my who you were and that maybe she was trying to understand and debate on what to feel. But no matter the amount of comforting words they were giving me, I was still restless.


11.00pm

No reply.




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