Reckless [Completed]

Big news and goodbye's

This whole thing with Maddie has been stressing me out. 

Never in my life had I thought so hard about what to do next. 

My mom isn't home to see my struggle and neither is Logan. They're both on dates of sorts and I'm here sorting through this box of condoms my dad gave to me. 

I don't know what to do to make this special for Maddie. I've even looked it up online and all that came up were...videos. 

I may be young but I'm not all that horny.

I've cleaned my room over five times to make sure it looked perfect and heated up some lunch that my mom made before she left with Harry. I went through an old box of mine and found an old batman movie movie that my dad got me. 

Maddie will be here any second and the more time that passes, the more time I have to think. This is happening all too soon in my personal opinion but it's what Maddie wants and as her boyfriend I should give her that...right?

I take a deep breath and practically jump when there's a knock on the door the same time my phone vibrates.I check my phone first and see it's a text from Maddie that reads I'm outside ;) 

I run my fingers through my hair as I walk to the door. As soon as I open it my eyes feel like they popped out of my head.

"Hey Jamie" she sweetly greeted.

Let's get some things clear:

Maddie looks...wow.

Her voice sounds very persuading.

And I hate that nickname but now that she says it, I might just come to like it.

"M-Maddie."

She turned and waved her mom off before pushing me inside and shutting the door. She grabbed me by the collar into her face and whispered, "Do you have any other plans besides the amazing sex we're about to have."

"Actually I picked out a-"

She shut me up by kissing me and moaning against my lips.

"I brought the...stuff."

I stopped kissing her and looked at her when she said that. "You went by yourself? You could've been hurt, Maddie."

"He was cool about it" she rushed out before kissing me again.

She backed me up until the backs of my legs hit the couch and then pushed me down. She straddled my lap and began kissing down my neck. I held her by her hips and groaned once she bit at a very sensitive part.

"Maddie, I...we can go to my bed."

"No, we're fine here. The sooner the better."

I lifted her off of me at that and stood from the couch.

"What the hell Maddie" I snapped.

"What" she said back just as aggressively.

"Why are you in such a fucking rush! Can't you just let it happen?"

"Damn it, Noah!" she huffed, standing from the couch and fixing her shirt.

I shook my head and had the nerve to call her mom to pick her back up. "What's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you?! What kind of teenage boy doesn't want to have sex? I know a lot of them" she harshly laughed.

"Why don't you fuck them, then!"

She narrowed her eyes at me and sent me the finger before grabbing her phone and starting to text. 

"You know what Noah, fuck you" she spat.