Connor Murphy x !Depressed¡ Reader

Chapter One: Dear (Y/N)...

No this isn't the chapter Waving Through a Window will be used, that's next chapter, this chapter is your first note to yourself.

Dear (Y/N) (L/N),
Today's going to be an amazing day, and here's why. Because - because today, um, all you have to do is just, be yourself. But also confident that's important and interesting, like easy to talk to, approachable. But mostly be yourself that's the big like - like that's number one, be yourself. Just um, just be true to yourself. Also but don't worry whether your hands are going to get sweaty for no reason, you can't make it stop no matter what you do, because - because they're not gonna get sweaty so I don't know why you're bringing it up because it's not gonna happen because all you have to do is just be yourself. Don't even worry about it, seriously, because it's not like - it's it's not gonna be like that time when you had the perfect chance to introduce yourself to Mark Fischbach at the jazz bad concert last year, when you waited afterwards just to talk to him and tell him how good he was and - and you were gonna pretend to be super casual like you didn't even know his name. Like he would introduce himself and then you'd be like, "I'm sorry I didn't hear you, Rork you said your name was Rork?" And then he'd be like, "No it's Mark, I said Mark." And then you'd be like "Oh see I thought you said Rork 'cause I'm just very busy with other stuff right now." Or something. You didn't even end up saying anything to him anyways because you were scared that your hands were sweaty which, they weren't that sweaty until you started worrying that they were sweaty which made them sweaty so you put them under the hand dryer in the bathroom and then they were still sweaty they were just very warm now, as well. I let out a breath I had no idea I was holding.. Oh dear lord today's gonna suck.. With that final thought I closed my laptop and got ready for the day, here goes nothing, first day of Junior year... great just great.

That took way too long to get, Evan talks so fast! Have a great Night/Day
Buh Bye~