Connor Murphy x !Depressed¡ Reader

Chapter Four: Hospital, and Connor

I woke up, wait I woke up? I thought I? Water bottle dufus! Shit! I tried to open my eyes but they were to heavy, i decided against opening them up. "Is she gonna wake up soon?" I am up.. Connor..? I squealed to get his attention. "Lu? Say something if your awake" they said looking down at me. I smirked a bit "Ha-hamilton" my throat was raspy but I still did it. The person who I assumed was Connor laughed, but it sounded like Evans laugh? Wait now I'm confused. I forced my eyes open and sat up, Jared later with his head on your legs sleeping. You awwed at him, immediately searching for your phone and snapping a picture. My gay dad looks so kawaii ;3 Evan was on the other side of me laughing from what I said earlier, and Connor say in the corner of the room listening to music, I cleared my throat and screamed "HEY LISTEN" as high pitched as I could FYI you don't remember the suicide. Jared jumped, scared, Evan looked at you and hugged you before laughing more at the sudden outburst. Connor looked at you like you were retarded. Jared looked sad. "Why'd you do it?" It suddenly hit you. You didn't do it, well you did but it obviously didn't work. Your mood dropped as your shoulders sunk a bit. "I just... I don't know.. Anxiety got the best of me.." I'm not powered to write this chapter so it'll be a filler