Do you love me ?

Ch 12, day 3

Yesterday Justin left and I can't stop thinking about what he said. I mean come on I kinda already knew that he liked her but it still is an shock. Anne has been heart broken she started to cut because of what Justin had said and I have thought about cutting too but I'm strong enough to not cut. Or so I think.

I'm just sitting on my bed while Anne is on hers. I look to my left and out the window I see this girl who looks like Vi. Finally I had enough of my pain and suffer I walk over to where Anne is laying down.

" Hey where do you keep your razors?" I ask hoping that she will tell me.

" Under the sink. Why? Are you tired of this shit too?" she asks and this is my first time hearing her curse.

" Ya, I'm sorry but I can't live like this anymore. Justin left and Violet is dead I-I can't take it anymore so I'm going to leave for good." I say walking towards the bathroom.

I pick up the razor and start to dissemble it to where I can use just one of the razor blades. I grab the blade and place the end of on my fore arm, dug it in, and slice up my arm. I start to see the room getting dark and right before I pass out I see a dark figure standing above with a phone it's hand. Then total darkness.

I wake in a room that has all white walls and a white door, a computer, and that thing people hook you up to that contains a liquid and that screen that goes beep when you die.

" Where am I?" I a women in all white.

" You are in the hospital, there is an girl here to see you she says her name is Anne. Do you want me to send her in?" she asks walking over to the door.

" Sure send her in." I say

" Look who is awake." She says smiling I can't help but smile back.

" The nurse says you can leave so let's go." Anne says walking out the door. we arrive home and I walk over to the bed lay down and go to sleep.