The whole ride to the apartment was tense as fuck. I can't believe I got in his damn car, ain't no way in hell am I forgiving him. Hell, I had to fight a bitch today. I don't give a damn how good the dick is, you not about to treat me like a side piece. So why the hell am I in his car right now looking like a dumbass?
"I can't believe you just did that stupid ass shit (y/n). Then you brought yo ratchet ass cousin, wit ha loudmouth ass." Erik says pulling up to our apartment. I get out and make sure I slam the door hard as shit. "Don't be slamming my door like that."
"Shut the fuck up talkin to me. I ain't trying to hear shit you saying, I hope yo dirty ass caught fleas. And don't fix yo damn mouth to say shit about my cousin." By now we've made it to the elevator. He hits our floor number and I move to the opposite side.
I look down at my phone when it vibrates to see Nicki has texted me. 'I just pulled up, Y'all in the apartment yet?' 'Yea we stepping out now, you can go ahead and come up.' "Why is my shit outside?" "Nigga did you not understand that I'm through wit yo ass. You can take that shit to Keke's mama house."
I step into the apartment about to close the door but he pushes it open. "Erik I'm not about to do this wit you just go, you obviously don't want me. So get yo ass from around here." Could this nigga not understand what I was saying like damn.
"I ain't trying to hear all that yo ass must forgot that I pay rent for this bitch!" "And my name on the lease bitch so try again." After I said that Erik got chest to chest with me. "You got one more time to call me a bitch, so you better watch that shit." I step back and look his ass up and down. "What the fuck is that supposed to mean?"
By now Nic is walking into the apartment and steps beside me. "Nigga I hope for yo sake you ain't threatening this one right here. Cause these hands bisexual asf and so are the bullets in my gun, so what you wanna do?" Nicki says pushing me back to step in front of Erik. "So what you gone shoot me now Nic?" I ain't saying you bout to get shot, but I can't honestly promise you not. You know I don't play no games with my cousin."
Erik backs up like he is about to leave but instead he looks at me. "I wanna hear (y/n) say she's done with me." I coulda swore I just told this nigga to get ghost, see that's that shit I be talking about. "Bye nigga." Instead of leaving like I told him this nigga starts laughing like it's something funny. "You really mad that I fucked that girl huh?" "You got damn skippy, how the fuck was I supposed to act Erik?
What you expected me to just be cool wit that shit?"
I moved past Nic to push him, I couldn't believe I was hearing this shit who the fuck did he take me for? I couldn't believe I actually loved this nigga. "You know what I hate you Erik; I hate that I ever gave yo stupid ass the time of day. I hate yo stupid ass I swear." "Yea whatever (y/n) you saying that shit now, but what about later?"
I laugh throwing my head back, "Oh you don't have to worry about later Erik because I got plenty of niggas lined up." Erik looks at me like I'm stupid and says, "The fuck you mean you got plenty lined up?" When he says that Nicki decides to make herself known again. "Nigga you honestly thought that you were the only person checking for my cousin, hell half of em are yo homeboys. Nicki says laughing way too hard for Erik's liking because he snaps.
"Man miss me wit that bullshit, you expect me to believe that them niggas dumb enough to try to (Y/n) while I'm fuckin her.....hell naw." Nicki picks up the water she left and sips it like it's tea. "I mean you don't have to believe me even if I got the messages to prove it."
"Didn't Rodney ask to eat yo pussy like it's his last supper (Y/n)?" Look at Nic ass being petty; she about to get Rodney's ass beat. "Yea he did but it's not a big deal, the thing that took me off guard was when he sent a video of his dick. When I say I was shook, girl I did not know Rodney was packing like that." I could tell Erik was getting mad but I didn't have any fucks to give.
"I swear my dude is working with three legs, I don't know how that nigga walks around with that shit. At this point, Erik is big mad he walking back and forth just mumbling. "You know what you go ahead and fuck that nigga, and when he turns yo ass out I don't wanna hear shit about it.
"Nigga I will pop this pussy for whoever I want to cause you and me are through. I promise you don't have to worry about getting a text from me." I was so ready to be done with Erik and his bullshit. "Can you just leave already I don't have time for this shit."
Erik grabs his stuff like he's about to leave but instead, he just walks down the hallway to one of the spare rooms. " I told you I'm not leaving, we got three whole rooms you can keep our old room." I know this nigga lying first, he cheats now he wanna be on some roommate shit. What's next he gone wanna braid my hair while we talk about all the people we've been fucking lately?
I look at Nic and she looking confused asf, I mean this nigga deflee said he was gone bounce if I told him to. I walk down the hallway to the spare room, "Erik you can't stay here I told yo ass yo go to Keke's momma house." "And I told yo hard of hearing ass that since I pay rent I ain't going nowhere." I look at Nicki so she could help, but this bitch on the phone talking to some nigga.
"Yea you can go ahead and slide through and make sure you bring something to drink and smoke. And it better not be Henny either." She looks at me and Erik with a big ass grin on her face. "You don't have to leave Erik I mean as long as you don't care about Rodney sliding through?"
This bitch must want a fight to break out, why the hell would she invite Rodney's ass. "Hell naw that nigga ain't coming up in here with that shit." "Erik you not my damn daddy I can do whatever the fuck I want." He looked at me smirking, "Oh so now I'm not yo daddy, ok then that nigga better not come here.
He walks into the room and closes the door. "Come on bitch we gotta get you dressed for Rodney," Nic says dragging me to my room. I was not ready for what was about to go down. Nic had decided that we should drink a little before Rodney came just so I could loosen up.
By the time Rodney came through I was gone. I never drunk a lot because of me being a bit of a lightweight. Erik usually stopped me when he noticed I was having a bit too much. I ended up answering the door.
"Heyyyy Rodney what's up, what took you so long to get here, " I say pulling him into the apartment. He's looking around like he's trying to find somebody. "Oh, you (y/n) I just didn't know if Nicki was being serious or not."
I pull him to the couch while Nic is messing with my speaker. She turns Drowning on, at this point, I'm not really paying attention. I look Rodney up and down. He was a fine piece of dark chocolate that had pretty white teeth. He had a low cut with waves so deep it could make you sick, but no matter how fine he was or how drunk I was, he wasn't Erik.
Ask me if I'm gone let that stop me from getting this pussy popped. Nic is at the table rolling up. I look back at Rodney to see him looking at me mad hard. "So you and ole dude broke up?" He asks scooting closer to me. Now Rod's ass is supposed to be Erik boy, but shidd I see that don't mean shit. But that ain't none of my business as long as he takes my mind off of Erik ain't shit ass I could care less.
"Yea me and ole boy done I'm surprised you didn't know." Nicki comes back with the blunt and hands it to me so I can light it. Now I'm not about to sit here and say I smoke on the daily but I know a lil.
I don't know how long it took us to smoke all the weed, but I feel like I smoked the most. Nicki is laying on the floor just eating some chips while I'm laid all over Rodney. I mean my ass is pressing into this nigga's dick. I was about to say something but Rock by Plies came on and Nic decided to cut it up loud as shit. "
SHE IS MY ROCK BUST AT THE OP HOLD DOWN THE SPOT, BEAST WITH THE BOX. SHAWTY BE WET, DOPE IN THE POT. BEAT DOWN THE BLOCK, THE BEST THING I GOT. SHE IS MY ROCK, OCK, OCK, OCK, OCK, OCK, OCK.SHE IS MY ROCK, OCK, OCK, OCK, OCK, OCK, OCK!
When I say that shit was loud I mean I could feel the vibrations on the table. Nic made Rodney and me get up to do the damn dance with her, that was all. Next thing I know Rodney grinding his damn dick all on my ass. I mean he wasn't trying to hide it at all, he was holding my hips to make sure I didn't move.
I don't know if it was the weed or the alcohol, but my ass was just going along for the ride. In fact, we were all into it so much that we didn't notice Erik coming into the living room to tell Nic and me to turn down the music. Everything after that seemed to move in slow motion.
Erik looked at Rodney first, then where his hands were; he looked at how close we were last. He went from mad to pissed tf off. "Nigga if you don't take yo goddamn hands off my girl, I'm gone break them shits." I tried to move just in case Erik jumped over the couch to get to Rod, but this nigga's grip was hard as hell.
"Last time I checked Y'all broke up so I can do whatever the fuck I want. I look at Nicki and she moving my table against the wall. " I don't give no fucks while I'm staying here paying rent she my girl." If this nigga mention paying the rent one more damn time I'm gone hit his ass.
Rod finally lets me go so he can step closer to Erik. "Well if she was all on me like that then you must not be doing something right." Nic and I move the couch forward just in case these niggas get to tussling. " I don't even see why you coming at me like this E, I thought we were boys?"
Erik steps closer to Rod, " Nigga we weren't shit especially since you trying to fuck (Y/n)." Lord, I swear these niggas gone make me get a white boy. You know what they say 'Once you go white your credit get right.' I don't know what Rod ass said cause I started ignoring they asses, but the next thing I know Erik then hit this nigga. Why when a nigga gets hit his first reaction is to grab the nigga that hit him.
Now Rodney wasn't weak by no means, he used to be a linebacker on the varsity football team. So it can be dangerous if he gets a good grip on you. When he grabbed Erik he took him to the ground and these niggas just had to break my side table. Erik was trying to get up but like I said Rodney was more on the wrestling side than actually throwing hands.
"Well, there goes any high I had; do you wanna break that up, " Nic asks me looking at the fight. I really didn't want to get involved in that because of the fact that we could get hurt, but if we didn't these niggas were going to break everything. "Aye, Y'all can take this shit outside.
Nic and I are trying to pull Rodney off Erik but this bastard is strong as fuck. With us trying to pull him off, Erik pushes him which results in Rod falling back with me and Nicki falling too. Nicki's not hurt and for a sec, I think I'm ok too until I feel this really sharp pain in my lower back.
I ignore it and get back up to help Nic cause now Erik is hitting Rodney. "I'm gon tase both Y'all asses I swear." It's a little easier to get Erik off of Rod, but that doesn't mean they stopped fighting. Rod is up in a sec trying to get back at Erik.
Nic steps in front of him while I push Erik back some. "Rodney I'm sorry but can you leave, I'll call you later." "Man nawl fuck you bitch and that nigga." What the fuck did I do I'm just trying to break up this damn fight. "Call her a bitch again and watch I rock yo shit." "And I'm wit Erik for once, bitch you than lost yo everlasting mind talking to my cousin like that."
I mean I can see why Rodney is mad, Erik did fuck his face up. He snatches away from Nicki to go to the door. "That's why yo dick little you peanut head ass nigga." Yea we lied about him having a big dick, we just wanted Erik to be mad.
Rodney slams the door when he leaves, but all I care about is all the shit they broke. I try to sit down on the couch but it hurts every time I bend. "Whats wrong with you did he hit you, " Erik asks walking over to me. "No, but when I fell I think I hit my tailbone."
Nicki goes to get something cold while I try to walk to my room. I couldn't even make it out of the living room before Erik picks me up, which hurts like hell because I'm bending. "No Erik put me down this hurts I can walk myself." He takes me to our room... I mean my room and lays me on my stomach.
Nicki comes with some ice in a small Ziploc bag Erik grabs it from her and puts it on my lower back. "I'm going to the other room, you gone be ok or...?" Nicki trails off looking at me. "Yea I'll be ok thanks Nic.
"Its ok Erik you don't have to hold it I'll do it, " I say trying to reach my hand back but he just hits it. "It's my fault you're hurt so this the least I can do." I feel like he wasn't just talking about his fight with Rodney, but him cheating too. "I don't wanna talk about it anymore E."
"Well I want to talk about it (Y/n), I was stupid to cheat on you. Then I got mad when you wanted to move on." I turn my head away from him to look at the headboard since my eyes were starting to water. I was so ready to push him away but was that really what I wanted.
Erik was my first real love but that doesn't mean I can just let him cheat on me. My mom uses to tell me that cheating wasn't a dealbreaker for her and my dad. She said because of it only happening once and my dad begging for forgiveness, but could I trust Erik not to cheat again.
"You don't have to worry about me anymore, I'll be gone in the morning," Erik said getting ready to leave. I turn to grab him, "We can try again, slower this time." I said while my tears were finally starting to fall. Yea I'm stupid but love often makes people like that.
"Lay back down baby before you hurt yourself again." "If I lay down are you going to leave?" I ask looking at him. He shakes his head as he wipes my tears away. He pulls the covers over me and gets up to cut the light off. He comes back to lay down beside me being careful not to hurt me.
"How about we finish talking about this tomorrow?" Erik asks looking at me or at least I think he's looking, it's too dark to tell. "Can I ask you something E?" He laughs which makes his chest jump. " You just did, " he says pulling me closer. "You know what I meant smartass."
"I did I just love to mess with you." I take a deep breath thinking if I really wanted to know the answer to this question. Another thing my mom said that if you didn't want the answer don't ask the question.
"What made you cheat on me?" I ask poking his chest. "You had pissed me off, I don't even remember what we argued about that day. When I left I went to the club to just drink, but I saw ole girl there and she was pushing on me had as hell. So I said fuck it, we didn't fuck that night she just sucked my dick."
I let all that sink in, I kinda wondered did he forget her name. "But like I said we'll talk about that tomorrow, now go to sleep and don't think about it." We get comfortable and I close my eyes thinking about what was going to happen tomorrow morning.
