I had decided to visit my parents because I just needed a break from everybody else. After telling Erik off last night Marcus again insisted that I move in with him which was stupid asf. Why would I move in with him after what I'm still trying to get out of. There's nothing that's going to stop Marcus from leaving like he always does when things get hard. Nicki wasn't the right kind of advice I needed right now. Her answer for everything was to fuck his shit up and go out drinking afterwards. Each one of them was taking me out of my character and I don't need that type of negativity in my life right now. My mother has always been my rock in life. No matter what happened in my life I knew that she would have the best advice. My father wasn't really there when I was a baby but as I got older he showed up more and soon him and Momma where married. My grandma always used to say that he just couldn't watch a good woman like her walk away.
Their relationship wasn't easy but both of them tried and put their best effort into it. Dad actually reminds me of Erik from the stories they use to tell us growing up. The difference is my dad never had my momma fighting his hoes. As I pull up I see my mom outside talking to her neighbor about something. "Oh look what God then bought me? Is that my baby I see getting out the car?", she asks as she walks over to hug me. I laugh as I pull her into a hug.
As we're rocking back and forth I hear my daddy on the porch say, "Lisa did you get the mail yet or are you still out here being messy with Nita?"
My momma pulls away to look at him, "Shut up Marquis you always saying something." I walk over to hug my dad as well while he is still talking about how my mom needs to stop being so noisy.
"Mmhm anyway where that nappy headed boy at? I didn't hear his loud ass mouth or your momma talking about ha damn son in law." My dad says looking at my car and back at me.
I look down at my feet trying to think of a way to tell them that Erik and I aren't together anymore. I knew I was going to have to tell them I just didn't think it would be this soon. I mean Erik was never my dad's favorite but he was more tolerable than with my other boyfriends. Mom on the other had absolutely loved Erik from the moment I introduced them. My pops said it was because E reminded her of him when they were our age. We walk towards the house to finish talking inside. As Momma and me sit down my dad heads towards the kitchen, probably to grab a beer. "Now come on baby what's wrong you didn't answer our question. Is he coming later so we can have dinner together?", she says grabbing my hand and squeezing it.
I take a deep breath and say, "We're not together anymore." My mom's face changes to surprise and before she could say anything my dad comes running out of the kitchen.
"Yes thank you Jesus I knew you were listening all those times I prayed to you. Now when do I get my new Cadillac?", he says looking up at the roof with his hands clasped. I mean I did say E wasn't my pop's favorite.
My momma stands up to hit him upside the head, "What do you mean thank you Jesus? My baby is heart broken right now and you wanna praise the lord." She sits back down to grab my hands again, "Now what did he do baby, you tell me everything."
I shrug my shoulders, "You know how Erik is lady, he can't be tied down for to long without wanting to wander."
My dad sits down in his chair grabbing his plate of chicken, "Now baby it sounds like you not telling all of it. Just spit it out what all went down, I need to know if I have to call your uncles and brothers for a meeting."
Seeing as how I wasn't going to get out of this without telling the truth I told them everything. After I was done everything was quiet until my pops says, "So did Nicki get any of the fights recorded?"
My mother turns to look at him, "Marquis that's what you took from that whole story?" She turns to look at me, "You're staying here until he moves I can't let you go back to that mess in that apartment."
"Now wait a minute now Lisa, what we not gone do is let that little nigga run my babygirl out of her own place.", he says standing up. "If she moves out then she'll be running from her problems and that's never going to stop." He walks over to me and pulls me up, "Now listen here (Y/N) I'm about to tell you something and I want you to take this with you forever. Don't you ever think that you're not beautiful enough to have a man and don't you ever settle for no little ass boy. If he wants you then he'll do what needs to be done, if not he wasn't meant for you." I feel my eyes start to water but before they can fall he wipes them away. "Dry them eyes what I just say, if he wants you he'll man his ass up."
After that we all just talked about life and what's been going on. I felt like a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders; it was like a breath of fresh air. I had spent most of the day without thinking or even talking about Erik and that felt good. It showed me that if need be I could continue to live without him. Going home however was much different. Nicki text saying that she had something planned and with her record so far that was never good. When I got back home it was loud music playing and to be honest it sounded like a party was going on.
When I walked in I was hit the face with smoke, as I looked around it was a party going on. While I was looking around Katlyn came walking up to me, "Why didn't you tell me you were planning a party, I could've brought something." I push past her to go looking for Erik knowing this was his fault. I didn't have to look very far for him since he was on the couch passing around blunt. I grab his arm pulling him up and to my room.
"Man what the fuck is wrong with you can't you see I was doing something.", he says trying to get out the room.
"No the question should be have you lost yo raggedy ass mind? What are you doing E, did you forget where we live? All those motherfuckers have to go right now." I say crossing my arms across my chest.
"Man why you on this shit I was enjoying myself while you were gone.", he tries to push past me again but I stop him. "What (Y/N) shit do you want some dick or something, why you buggin?"
"Do I want some dick? Nigga me and probably every bitch here then had that dick I'm good. But if you don't end this party I will and you won't like how I do it, that's your only waring." I move so he can walk past me but before I grab his hand, "You only got five minutes." He laughs walking past me but little did he know I was in a real hurtful mood. I walk over to my bed and pull my phone out to call Nicki.
"Hey bitch I didn't know you were throwing a party.", she says laughing.
"Oh so you got jokes bitch, how you found out about it?" I say rolling over to look at my bedside clock.
"Now you know damn well that Katlyn can't be quite about shit and Jalen told me." I swear you can't trust ha loose lip ass to hold water. "Oh yea and Marcus said that he was going to go to see you." And there's my way to stop the party.
"Are you coming to the party or nah?" I say standing up and stretching.
"Nah cause I know yo ass is going to stop it and I got a dick appointment coming soon." After she said that I heard her doorbell ring. "Would you look at that, well anyway bye bitch hopefully you'll get some too." I hang up with her and start walking towards the front door. The party was still going on and Erik was nowhere to be found. As I was walking to the front door I bumped into Marcus.
"Hey I was just about to go looking for you." I say smiling and grabbing his arm. He laughs and pulls me into a hug. Both of his hands end up on my ass but I don't mind. I pull away to drag him towards my room. Who cares if E is having a party, I've been neglecting myself of dick for too long
"Where you taking me (Y/N), you don't wanna enjoy the party?" he says pulling me into a back hug while still walking towards my room.
I look back to smile at him, "We can have a party in my room with just us." I say making it to my door.
Before he could even close the door all the way I was already pushing him up against the wall. "Damn (Y/N) you really want this huh?" I kiss him to make him shut up, because didn't really feel like talking right now. Like I said its been a good minute, I lock the door as he walks me back towards the bed while we are still kissing. He lowers me on to the bed and starts kissing and biting me on the neck. As he was doing that he moved his hand to my breast squeezing it in the process. He started grinding his growing erection against me hard. His lips found their way down my collar bone as he started to take off my shirt. Before I could take my bra off all the way he stops me by saying, "(Y/N) are you sure you really want to do this, or are you doing this just to get back at Erik?"
This nigga really wanna have a heart to heart while I'm trying to fuck him. Like do you not understand? I'm trying to get my guts messed up not talk about feelings. I try to pull him down by his neck to give him a kiss but he stops me, "No wait (Y/n) I'm being serious right now, because I honestly have real feelings for you."
"Marcus I really don't want to talk about this right now. I mean come on my tiddes all out and shit.", I say between kisses on his neck.
He unwraps my hands from around his neck as he stands up, "I don't want you to just use me to get back at him. I mean that's little kid shit and you can't always be petty."
Why me lord? What did I do to deserve this bullshit? All I want is my pussy to be played with that's all? Is that too much to ask for? I sit up reaching for my shirt, "I just wanna know why is tonight different from the other day on my couch?"
" I thought about it, and it wasn't right for me to act like that while you were still grieving.", he says looking at me. This can not be happening right not, it just can't be.
"So let me get this shit straight you don't want to fuck me because you say I'm still grieving? That's the stupidest shit I've ever heard, I mean come on what nigga is going to turn down pussy?", I say standing up. I was getting pissed off and it was starting to show.
Marcus rubs his face and looks back at me, "I just didn't want you to regret it later on." At this point I'm pacing because I feel like if I don't I'm going to hit this nigga. Like this kinda shit just doesn't happen to anybody; I just know my luck isn't that bad.
I suddenly stop and turn back towards him, "You know what; you're exactly right Marcus I am grieving." I reach and pull his arm to throw him out of my room, "In fact I'm in such a bad place that you can get the fuck out." I push him out and close the door in his face before he could say anything. I turn back towards my bed and plop face down on it. I try to think of something to do or say; anything to take my mind off of the sensation that's rising in my chest. I feel tears start to form in my eyes but I wipe them away. If I can't fuck Marcus I'll just pick some nigga from the party.
I get up and open the door to see that Marcus is gone and that the hallway is empty. I walk down the hall to see that the party is actually starting to die down. Maybe Erik really did listen to me for once. I see that Erik is on the couch drinking, while there are a couple of other people scattered around. I walk towards the kitchen to see who all is in there. It wasn't anybody in there expect for Dwayne, who was digging around the refrigerator. Dwayne was definitely the most chill person I've ever meet. He acted like Erik but he wasn't as loud or outgoing as him. He was the type to sit back and peep shit, but never tell anybody.
I walk up to him putting my hand on his back, "Hey Dwayne. What you doing?"
He jumps when I touch him and looks back, "Man (Y/n) I didn't know who you were rubbing on me like that."
I laugh looking him up and down. Yea Dwayne would be perfect for my plan. It was only a plus that he was sexy asf. He was a sexy dark skin with a fade and some nice white teeth. I grab a bottle of Hennessey, "You trying to drink with me or what?" I ask looking him in the eyes while reaching for a cup.
I had two cups of Hennessey.... I think, it didn't matter though because one second I was getting drunk with Dwayne and the next we're back in my room about to fuck. Now when I say about to fuck I really mean we've been at it for about an hour, don't ask me what happened in that hour cause I swear I can't recall any of it. Right now I was riding him and I use riding very loosely cause this nigga was definitely doing all the work.
He was gripping tightly on my ass as he was pumping inside me. I buried my face into his chest and just let him go at it. My whole body was shaking from the sensations my body was going through. I gasped and cried out as his dick rubbed against my g-spot. I was right there on the edge about to fall off, but before I could he stopped and flipped us over. " Dwayne what the fuck are you doing I was about to come.", I say looking up at him.
He slaps my ass while saying, "I know I just wanna look you in yo face when I paint your insides." He better be glad that was sexy or I would have hit him upside his head and thank goodness I'm on birth control. He reentered me and we both moaned in unison as he bottomed out. He switched from fast and shallow to slow and deep. After a while he asked if I was ready to come with him. The only problem was I couldn't really form a complete sentence, so I just nodded my head and hoped he understood. But it seemed like he had other plans, when out of nowhere he started jackhammering in my pussy.
" I said are you ready to come with me babygirl ?", he asked looking me in the eye.
" Yes Dee I'm ready for us to come together.", I say leaning my head back as I felt it getting closer. After I said that he started going even faster and after a couple of minutes we orgasmed at the same time. I was spent, I couldn't even attempt to move around so I just stayed where I was at.
"Damn girl you tired tired huh?", Dee said laughing and moving me over to lay beside me
I turned to hit him on his chest, "Shut yo ass up Dwayne cause that wasn't funny." After that we settled into a comfortable silence neither of us wanting to say anything. That was the last thing I remembered before falling asleep. When i woke up it was light outside and Dwayne was still in bed, but now he was holding onto me tightly.
I was about to go back to sleep until I heard someone clear their throat out. When I looked over I saw Erik standing in my door with his arms crossed. Damn it Dee must have left and didn't lock the door when he came back. "So you just out here fucking my homeboys huh?", he says walking in the room.
I stand up and grab Dee's shirt off the floor, "Omg can you leave me the fuck alone already?" I push past him to go to the bathroom and pee, but i should have known he wasn't going to leave this alone. I was quick enough to close and lock the door but then again when has that ever stopped him.
As I'm peeing I can hear him moving around and looking for something. I then hear him at the door rattling the doorknob and a little while after that the door is opened. "We not done with this conversation Y/n, so you think you can just go and fuck my friends like that shit cool?", he says closing the door behind him and locking it again.
"Nigga what does it matter who I fucked, like are you hearing yourself? How is it that you can go around dipping and dabbing in every bitch you see yet I fuck one nigga other than you and I'm the hoe. Like I said the other day we not together anymore, so guess what I can pop my pussy for whoever the fuck I want. Nigga I will go fuck all yo homeboys if I damn near please and if you keep talking slick at the mouth Imma go fuck yo daddy and make you my stepson!!!" I say getting in his face.
Now in hindsight I shouldn't have said I was going to fuck his dad especially since they aren't on good terms right now and he's really sensitive about that. After I said it his face changed dramatically. "Bitch what you just say to me?", he got in my face backing me up against the counter. "Y/n I will choke the shit outta you, you better stop fucking playing with me."
I'm not gone lie I was scared but my Momma ain't raise no bitch so I stood my ground. "Choke me then Erik and I swear I'll call my brothers to come fuck you up." I try to push past him but before i could he grabs my arm hard as shit and slams me against the door.
He looks me in the eyes as he loosely grabs my throat, "Who says you'll be able to make it to the phone Y/n?" He starts to tighten his hands around my throat a little at a time. When I try to move his hands away he tells me to stop.
I look him in the eyes as I move my hand along the counter looking for the scissors. "So what you gone kill me E huh, you gone choke me right here."
He looks me in the eyes as he thinks about it and finally he lets me go, but not before he pets my cheek and saying, "You know I wouldn't do nothing like that. I love you girl you know that, no matter how much you piss me off." He steps back from me when there is a knock on the bathroom door.
"Man what the hell you doing in there E?", Dee says banging on the door and trying to open it up. Erik let's me move past him so that he could open the door.
When he opens it he starts to size Dwayne up, because like I said they were very similar to each other. Even the build of their bodies were the same. Dwayne looks at E and moves past him to get to me. I couldn't believe this nigga had the nerve to put his hands on me and he had the nerve to say that I wouldn't be alive long enough to call my family.
I couldn't stay in this place anymore, I feared that if I did I wouldn't make it another day.
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