Always A Thugs Worst

Chapter 3

(Seven Months Later)

I was still in the hospital with that nasty old food and it was my birthday for some reason Roshad knew my birthday but him and Tazmere remembered. And she is a good friend because she came from college all the way to "The Hood" for me and of course to see my new born baby. She was gonna be born today. Soon the doctor came in and I knew it was time. A tear rolled down my face to know that It will hurt to have a baby but hey anythings worth it to make a new infant in the world. Um... Is anyone the baby dad, husband, or boyfriend? The doctor asked. No. As a matter fact yes but he's not here so Roshad can do it. Well thanks. She closed the curtains. Now push honey! push! Uh! Uh! Uh! Uh! I see a head keep pushing! Uh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK I see the body he's out. I see the little private part thats how I know its a boy Roshad yelled. Can I come in now?! Tazmere asked. Of course. As soon as we got home me and Roshad started fussing about the baby. And if we will keep it or not.

I  think I should go home now. Tazmere said as though she was a impose.But it was something about the way those two looked at each other. I didn't know. With all of the pantie shit I'm confused. And he asks for her to go where ever we go. But I went and took a shower washed my face and listened to some relaxing music. And in my room i also had a relaxation spot so i went there and cleared my mind. Soon I got up from over there and set my alarm for 4:29. I put on my pink lace top with feathers and no pants just my pink panties.  As soon as I laid down i already  had to get back up. So I tiptoed downstairs but first I checked in Roshad's bedroom and he wasn't there. So as I walked downstairs I saw fat Lamar sleeping with a bag of chips. Then I finally realized my cost was clear. I went to my first baby boys room and knocked on a hood door. And left him on the porch. I stayed around the corner to watch and some man came out shot him and took him inside. I cried the way home but then I got ready for work. I peeked in Roshads room. I'm working late tonight. Hey where the baby and I always wanted to ask you a question. Will you be my girlfriend? Um... Yes. But I have to get to work love you. Bye! I said as I slammed the door. I drove the Mustang to work. Hi I said as I checked in. Um... Excuse me ms. But, you're fired the boss  said you were gone too long. Well fuck her, fuck you, Fuck everybody I said. As a matter of fact. I grabbed the collar of her shirt and punched her in the face 6 times and one time in the stomach. And I walked out of the hospital. I drove back home in the mustang. I walked upstairs and saw Tazmere and Roshad having sex. I can't believe the same day you ask me you cheat. I went to my room and slammed the door. You can't leave because I run these streets you can easily say bye to your life he said from the other side of the door. I went into a deep sleep and never was up that rest of the day.