I pulled into the driveway and turned off the engine. I sat their in silence for a while rethinking if I should really do this.. but the longer I sat there the more my blood boiled.
I shoved my car door open and slammed it behind me, listening for the beep beep of my car locking before storming to the front door. I pounded my fist on it until it opened and as soon as I saw his face, the back of my hand connected with his right cheek in an echoing SLAP.
He took a moment to pause, inhaling sharply while grabbing his cheek
"Fair enough." Jahseh mumbled turning around and walking into his living room.
"That's it?! "Fair enough"?! Jahseh what the fuck is wrong with you!" I screamed following him into the house.
"Alots wrong with me, im pretty fucked up in here." He faced me, smirking and tapping his finger on his temple.
I brought my hand up again ready to slap the smirk off his dumbass face when a firm grip grabbed me holding me back.
"You only get one." He growled, tightening his grip. I was taken aback at the sudden change in demeanor but I quickly gathered myself and snatched my arm out of his grip.
"Fuck you." I spat turning on my heels to leave "What do you want me to say Ava?" He questioned
"I want to know why you insist on fucking everything between me and Xavier up all the time!!" I yelled back whipping around.
"Because you insist on staying with a piece of shit." Jah laughed
"He's not-" I started but was quickly cut off
"Why are you always defending him? He doesn't love you, you know. If he did he wouldn't beat the shit out of you you." He added
I opened my mouth to respond but shut it.
tears brimmed my eyes as i quickly blinked them away.
truth hurts
"just leave me alone." i mumbled bitterly
"i'm trying to fucking help you!" he exclaimed
"I DONT NEED HELP. IM NOT A FUCKING CHARITY CASE" i bursted out. all my frustrations and anger overflowing.
As jah was about to respond, we heard the shuffling of a door knob from the other room as the door burst open and in walked a dark skin guy with a durag and facetats like jah.
"she suckin diiicckkk!" he called out laughing and stumbling into the living room where we were, boasting his phone where an instagram page of a girl was pulled up. He noticed Jah and I's serious exterior and immediately dropped his smile.
"oh my fault..." he trailed off
"you good ski, this is Ava" jah introduced motioning to me as skis eyes followed
"wassup Ava" ski nodded
i nodded back blandly. i was in no mood to meet none of jahs lil friends right now.
i crossed my arms over my chest and starred at my shoes as a silence fell over us.
"ight... well ima dip." ski said breaking the silence
"ight vro." jah responded dapping him up. ski leaned into his ear as they exchanged words before signaling bye to me and heading out the door.
"that's my cue too." i added turning on my heels
"wait" jah called out
"what" i whipped around
"i'm..sorry." he sighed "it wasn't my place to involve myself in your relationship."
"But you did." i spat back
"And i'm trying to apologize for it-" he started but i cut him off
"Save your sorry ass apologies." i flipped myself around and started for the door again when i felt two strong hands pull me back
"CAN YOU JUST LISTEN TO ME!?" Jah yelled throwing me against a wall and pinning me by my shoulders
"Or what? you're gonna hit me like Xavier does??" i hissed, our faces inches apart..
silence
His eyes scanned my face, only thing we could hear was his heavy breathing.
His grip on my shoulders loosed.
He's letting me go
Then he brought his hand up.
fuck..
i winced and shut my eyes, bracing myself for what's next.
i felt his hand brush my face.
Wait..
He ran his thumb over the cut on my lip.
I opened my eyes.
"I am nothing like that lame ass nigga." he said bringing his gaze to mine.
silence
we started at each other for a minute
getting lost in each other's eyes..
his were so cold, they felt as if they were piercing through me. But as i looked deeper, i could see the warmth behind them.. the softness they carry..
"do you trust me?" he asked snapping me back to reality
"what?" i questioned confused
"Do you... trust me?" he reiterated his eyes scanning my face.
"why are you asking me these-"
he cut me off
"Just answer." he spoke
silence again
i looked away and glanced around the room.
i couldn't bring myself to answer.
he was so intimidating.
but i'm not scared of him.
He gently took my face in his hand and turned me to him again.
"Please?" he asked
...
"..i... i trust you ." i stuttered out.
his lips curled into a small smirk.
he brought my face closer to his and..
butterfly's
our lips moved in sync.
my heart felt like it was about to jump out of my chest
he wrapped his arms around my waist, and i wrapped mine around his neck. Bringing us closer..
i never has this feeling, not with xavier... not with my Ex's... it felt so... right. so safe. like this is where i belonged...
his hands slipped down to my ass, grabbing roughly causing me to gasp. He took this moment to slip his tongue in.
He lifted me up and i wrapped my legs around his waist.
He carried me over to the couch and laid me down.
The make out intensified with him on top of me, sliding his hands up my shirt and leaving love bites all over my neck..
Jah took off his shirt and proceeded to kiss lower and lower..
The front door slammed shut.
we both shot up and looked over, seeing Ski standing there with his keys in hand.
i cursed throwing Jah off of me.
"Where you went?" Jah asked ski, sliding his shirt back on.
"I went to see ole girl off instagram but she cap."Jah and ski carried on conversation as normal as Ski proceeded to make something in the kitchen.
i sat there confused trying to collect myself.
so he not gonna mention what just happened?
like he didnt just see me and jah almost..
... or maybe he didn't notice...
"Oh y'all nasty by the way, i eat on that couch." Ski called out from the kitchen. My head snapped over to Jah who bust out laughing.Authors note: I decided to publish this chapter because i worked on it before i decided i wasn't going to continue this book and thought it would be selfish not to share it with y'all. so here you go :)
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