The sequel to my fanfiction Instagram || Yoonmin
So you might want to read that one first
Though only until chapter 66.
This book here is an alternate ending to The Last and the Epilogue.
not a real update but a little angsty nonetheless i hope you can forgive my sudden hiatus i didnt see it coming either so i am sorry
hope to be able to update soon
for now i only got this random thing i wrote down so enjoy(?) .
Nari♡
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walking through a city a city i grew up in but became such a stranger to
walking around this place with friends that i used to know so well feeling like a stranger in a place you once belonged to
i am feeling, feeling like i am the only one who is somehow stuck and cannot move forward i am running, running,running but the distance becomes , the distance between us is bigger than it has ever been
like sand running through my fingers desperately trying to hold on to it, desperately keeping it to myself, selfishly, like a child
i will hold on until i become tired and someone takes it away from me tears in my eyes, cuts on my arms i struggle to keep it together but we become further estranged until we don't know eachother anymore until you have forgotten me until you are no longer there until my last pillar is gone and i can no longer go any further
looking at people looking at friends that i love so much a mere spectator, not an actor in my own drama called life
listening to someone listening to you talking about your happiness my jealousy is burning inside of me i know i am no longer a part of it at all not a part of it ever again
i lost and am forgotten cared for but unnoticed by many tears running down my face in silence and secrecy
all i can see is the blury image of your happiness and even though the jealousy and sadness is burning inside of me i can't help but smile because as long as you are happy i will always smile smile just for you
tears are running, running, running down cheeks but the distance becomes , the distance between us is too big for you to even notice
like sand running through my fingers desperately trying to hold on to it, desperately keeping it to myself, selfishly, like a child
i will hold on until i become tired and someone takes it away from me
tears in my eyes, cuts on my arms i struggle to keep it together but we become further estranged until we don't know eachother anymore until you have forgotten me until you are no longer there until my last pillar is gone and i can no longer go any further
blood on my hands, emptiness inside i struggle to keep it together but it becomes more and more impossible until we don't know eachother anymore until you have forgotten me until you are no longer there until you are gone and i can no longer find the strength in myself to go on until i know you are the happiest person a person loved by many so i can say my finale goodbyes
