Another day in this hell called college..
People think that it's school that's hell but they don't know what college is really like. College is like high school bullies and awkwardness combined with the doctors' torture pouring all their frustration onto their students.
It's not like she's been bullied everyday , and it never came to the physical extent . Although she had a pretty peaceful life compared to others she couldn't find that peace.
To her, it's the emotional stress and somewhat bullying that made her hate college. It's because she's expected to be at least a bit social or friendly. But since her parents' death she couldn't let anyone in . She just felt emotionally drained all the time that she didn't have enough energy for anyone else. She barely could bare herself and get through the day without a mental breakdown.
It's almost over anyways, she has only 1 year left and she couldn't be more relieved.
Now she's in the hospital waiting for the doctor to tell her anything about the person inside.
She is well aware that staying can cause her to be dragged into someone else's life , that could possibly be more miserable than hers , who she will only try to be friends with.
She knows this familiar feeling of being lonely in this world that she couldn't possibly let this person suffer alone. Even though she already has her own burdens and problems she will try her best to be beside this person , even if she doesn't know him/her , because at least she will be helping someone else.
The nurse came by to the waiting room and called for her , it was a bit nerve racking to listen to what she's going to say because at the end it's a 50/50 chance.
"Miss Lee ?" The nurse questioned her. "Yes, that's me",she said urgently," is there something wrong?"
"No no, I just wanted to inform you that the patient is now awake if you'd like to talk to him". "Oh yes ,thank you "."come with me then".she said while guiding her to that room.
All that she could think of right now was what was she supposed to do now. What if the person hates her or what if they're not ok. Is he going to accept her help, and what's he going to feel once he sees her.
The nurse then broke her train of thoughts,"you can go in , call on me if you need me". The girl nodded and entered the room quietly.
The room was a little big ; it had a section for the bed and another for the bathroom hall and another door that seemed to be a closet maybe.
Of course all of her attention was focused on the body laying on the bed. He noticed her too and gestures for her to sit on the chair next to him.
"I have one question , why did you save me?" He said with teary eyes.
