First loss. First love.

Who's to say you're not special?

Nagisa POV

I know that I shouldn't be falling in love after my past, but I think it's time to find somebody. I feel as if I can be one with only Yoongi. But, I don't know about this. I have been lied to, beaten up, harming myself, cheated on, just hated in general really. I'm ready to tell Bangtan about my past. Not even Tae knows this. I couldn't bear to see him upset. But he needed to know....

Yoongi POV

I'm still wondering why she ask if I wanted to know why she wears a hoodie. I don't want to invade her privacy,  it's just that *sigh* she seems to be a brave person. But, after that disaster with Wendy, I couldn't bear to fall in love again. Maybe I won't have a broken heart, or I won't break a heart. I hate being this handsome. It means weak girls going crazy and not controlling their hormones around you. If you're that hot, the will go crazy at the thought of you. FINALLYYYYY were at my place. "Hey Yoongi, can you call the guys. Tell them to meet us here. " Me, not being nosy, said "Okay. Want them to come now or?"
"Tell them to come at 8:00 PM. " "Okay." "Thanks I'mma go charge my phone and watch some K-dramas" "Don't brainwash yourself" She laughed "haHA That's not possible. " "Yeah it is" I said and saw he smile. "Aish. Whatever.... Oppa~ " She said as I blushed and ran behind the door. I have a little, ya know.

Nagisa POV

He ran behind the door. Does he have an Oppa Kink? I don't know what to watch. Shoot. "Yoongi-ah~ do you have a big, private, space here? " "I have a dance room if that works. " "That's what I was looking for honestly." He nods and takes me to the dance room. "Kamsahamnida" "Arraseo have fun~" I felt bored. I have decided to dance for a few hours. What? I didn't know what to watch, so I might as well dance. (That's you if you didn't know or care)

(You're the one in the black and white PUMA crop top and you're alone.)
"Wow." I look over to see Yoongi and Jimin standing there looking shocked and drooling. "What, never seen a girl dance before? "They blushed when I said that. " I've never seen a dance like THAT before. " Yoongi says, courageously as he stopped blushing. "Anyways, did you need something? " I asked with a smile. "Uh we wanted to ask if you could hangout with us until the guys get here. " Jimin said realizing something else. " I would love to. Wanna dance?" i said with a smile hoping the answer is yes. " As long as you dont make us do some crazy dance. Im fine with it." Yoongi said chuckling right after. " WELL OOF" i said making him laugh a bit " YOU MEME I- wait where did Jimin go?" He said realizing Jimin was gone. " WE'RE HERE GUYS!" I heard a loud voice and im assuming its hobi's. Cuz like, nobody else screams like that. Yoongi and I went to find the boys. we went to see if they were in the kitchen. I tripped on someones shoes and i fell. i was waiting for the impact on my back, but instead i felt a pair of arms around my waist. 

Yoongi POV 

she had fallen. i caught her though. i guess she thought she was gonna hit the floor. as soon as she fell, i wrapped my arms around her waist. im not letting her fall. she oppened her eyes slowly. i looked into her deep,dark, brown eyes and she stared back into mine. we heard someone clearing their throat. Neither of us moved and inch. We were staring into each others eyes and wanted to stay like that for a while. Then we heard it again. We realized What happened. Surprisingly neither of us blushed one single bit. "Soooo. You two." Jimin said with a smirk. The rest of them were making kissy noises to tease us. Hobi being the extra little weirdo he is, was hugging himself making kiss noises while saying "I love you Yoongi" in a feminine voice and "oh I love you just as much baby" in a manlier, husky voice. Sounded like mine a bit. I look over to Nagisa and saw her look like shes bouta explode. She burst out in laughter and I realized it was so awkward that I laughed a lot as well. " Kookie.... Hyung is weird." Jungkook smiled "You just know noticed that ?"

Nagisa POV

They noticed they got off track and Jimin was like "OH! So. Nagisa, Yoongi. What was going on here?" This dude. "So me and Yoongi came to find you guys we thought you were in the kitchen so we were going to the kitchen to find you." I pointed to Yoongi and he smiled. "Then, Nagisa tripped over a pair of Timbs *cough* Jungkook *cough*. And me being the one who didnt want her to get hurt, caught her. And we were having a tiny moment." He said as I smiled. "But you just had to ruin it, didnt you" he mumbled. Acting as if I didn't hear that, I said "exactly." "Aigoo. Not even afraid to prove it either?" I took the chance to complement Yoongi. "I mean I shouldn't be, Yoongi has pretty eyes."

Yoongi POV

As soon as she said that I looked at her and said "Yours are just as beautiful." she said "No. No their not." I was confused. Is she stupid. "Yes they are. Have you looked in a mirror. YOU are what every mirror wants to see." "Im not even special....." I was really confused. "Who's to say you're not special? "

Nagisa POV

I honestly blushed super hard mentally. "All the fake assholes in my li- that reminds me why I called you boys here today." I said trying not to tear up. "Everyone, please sit on the couch now." I said in a weird voice for some reason. I question myself sometimes. I walked to find a chair and sit down infront of the boys. "So the reason i calked you here was to tell you all something about my past~♡" I'm so bipolar. Yoongi raised his hand. "Hmm?" I said looking at him. "Sit next to me." He demanded while he signaled me to sit next to him. "Hyung ,s-"Tae said worried it would be a little too much. "Don't worry about me Tae. Hey um how about I grab you a chair and you can sit next to me." He sat there and nodded as a yes. "Sure. As long as I can hold your hand as you talk. I know this is a dark topic for you." My heart melted as I smiled at him then went to go get him a chair. "Thanks girly" he said as he ruffled my hair.

"I told you I was gonna talk of my past. Correct?" They nodded. "Well let's start with my parents growing up. My father was a jerk. He would tease me like he was my brother and if I told my mom about something he did, he would say 'She's the one who broke your favorite souvenirs' or something like that. All of those were lies. One time he even tried to-- umm. Ya know....... *puts up finger*" they all looked shocked. All but Taehyung. He looked pissed and he had then clenched his fist. Then I looked to Yoongi who looked like he could kill someone right now. "Okay... I shouldnt say anymore of this su-" I was cute off by a growling Yoongi "Tell us more if you're comfortable. Don't be nervous because you see any upset people right now. We will try our best to calm down." He said reassuringly as I sighed. "Okay. So he even tried to kill me. I thought he was better than this before the ya know. He threw me head first into the wall. Thank god I wasnt hurt horribly..." Everyone looks angry now. "Let's take a break now. I want you to calm down before I end up scarred for life." I leave them all and go up to me and Yoongi's room.

Yoongi POV

I feel bad that we made Nagisa feel uncomfortable. I'll go check on her. "Guys... Imma go check on Nagisa real quick." They all nodded and I head up to our room. There is nothing going on between us. We are planning on getting another bed. "Hey. Yo-" I see her on the edge of the bed taking off the hoodie. She has scars all on her body. Thank god we dont have a uniform. She turned around and was shocked to see me. I should be the one who's shocked. "I c-can exp-plain" i was extremely upset. "Who the fuck did this to you?" I asked with no hesitation. "I... This was because I was dating Jackson... PLEASE DONT TELL THEM I D-" She begged me not to tell them but I cut her off. "I think went should. Dont want them to find out the same way I did. And Jackson huh? You need a boy who treats you with respect. I'll let him go this once. If I hear that he did something else to you, we all will be saying, "Who is Jackson" well not all of us at least." She looked at me with an endearing look telling me personally she thinks its good to have me here. "Im lucky to have you and the boys" She said as she walked up to me and kissed my cheek and hugged me. So I hugged back and kissed her forehead.

A/N see ya later~ ♡