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Victor //flashback//

I let out a loud sigh as I walked up to our meeting place for the first time. Katsu has no idea I was his father and wouldn't really understand even if u told him.

After speaking with Yuri about this, I have lost any hope of getting back with Yuri, and being a family, however, I will still be a family, even if it means me and Yuri with other people.

My aqua eyes scanned the spot in search for the raven haired japanese man that I still loved, but he was nowhere to be seen yet. Biting my lip, I leaned against the railing and waited.

Within fifteen minutes Yuri showed up, the small boy I briefly got to meet, waddling beside him.

I smiled widely upon seeing them. My two boys... of course, I would only think that and not say it.

"Hi Victor" Yuri said his gaze falling everywhere but my face. I didn't really understand why Yuri felt so weird about it, perhaps he still doesn't think I'll be a good dad?

Katsu looked up at me, his blue eyes laced with confusion. "Why are you here?" He asked confused as he held onto yuris jacket shyly.

I turned my attention to the small little boy that me and yuri brought into his world. He was ever bit of yuri, I think. Though his features were more like mine, he had yuris way about him. His small little hands, clinging to the only person they truest cared about, his small chubby cheeks were slightly red from the cold weather.

Realising my height was probably intimating him.... well that and the fact that the only memory he has of me is me yelling at his mom, I crouched down to his level.

"Hey, I know you don't want some looser like me hanging out with someone cool like you, but my names victor, what's yours?" I asked trying to take more of the friendly approach.

The child stared at me. "I'm Katsu... I don't like the name victor.... your new name is looser" he said giggling a little.

"Okay I'm looser nikiforov" I said chuckling a little as I shook his hand

And from that day on for the next three years of his life. He called me looser every time he seen me.

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Hey everyone.. well anyone who's still reading anyway 😂

I'm so sorry it's been this long. So much has happened and honestly I was so writers blocked for this.
Please forgive me 😂