Toxic Lips ( On Hold )

Chapter 1

Hi, my name is Lilian Mae Waters and 16 years ago from this very day I was given life. That's a good thing I know but there was a problem with me. My mother always use to tell me that love was a deadly thing and that I was forbiden to say or feel it. I always obeyed her and because of that I was the freak at my school. People saw me as a 16 year old virgin who never kissed a boy and always stayed hidden from the world.

The reason why my mother use to tell me all these things about love was because of  my lips, they were toxic...poisoned...deadly. I started liking boys when I was 10 and as soon as I told my mother that I had a crush on this boy with ocean blue eyes, she dropped the news on me. I was confused at first until she made me kiss one of our chickens. It was horriffic. I watched as that poor chicken died slowly and painfully. I tried to cover my eyes but my mother forced me to look so I would be terriffed of ever loving someone.

I now knew why my mother never let me kiss her. I use to think it was because she secretly despised me. Everytime i confronted her she used to say the same thing over and over again... "Just wait my child."

I cried myself to sleep that night thinking that I was a horrible person.

The next morning I woke up to the smell of bacon. I hopped out of bed and went to my bathroom mirror. I rubbed my thumb across my lips but felt nothing. I guess I thought I was going to feel some type of spark but I was greeted with nothing. Just pure nothing... I got undressed and hopped in the shower. When I was done I remember I exited the bathroom to only be greeted by the chicken that I had killed last night.  

I remember my mom told me that there was a way to bring the chicken to life. A huge grin grew on my face that moment my mother told me that there was a way to bring it back to life. 

"All you have to do is kiss it upon its lips and it shall spring to life like nothing happened" I remember my mothers voice saying. Thats when I leaned down and placed one single kiss upon the chickens mouth. And just like my mother said, the chicken sprung to life. I was in complete awe.

"Theres something you need to know about this though my darling" I recall her saying. I listened to her as she explained that bringing another living thing back to life would affect me. The more times I did it, the weaker I would become until I eventually just died.

So, I now knew my big secret and I would have to live with it for the rest of my life. I was now to never be able to feel the passionate kisses. I would never be able to have the feeling of being loved by another person or even loving another person. I would be different from all the other girls and I wouldnt be able to experience things that other girls would be able to. 

I cried myself to sleep that night again realizing that my life would be nothing but hell.

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Hey guys thank you for reading the first chapter. This was just a background of Lily's life so you would be able to understand what is wrong with her. I will try to post the next chapter  today but if not I will try tomorrow. Thank you again for reading  and dont forget to comment, vote and tell your friends! Thanks :))

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~Jaidyn