Toxic Lips ( On Hold )

Chapter 5

The next morning came by way to quickly.

I got out of my bed slowly and then slowly made it.

I went into my bathroom and got into the shower. I was instantly woken up and I began singing. I actaully had a pretty good singing voice, it was just that I was too scared to show anyone. After I was done showering I got out and wrapped the towel around my body. I brushed my teeth and applied my daily makeup. I then went into my drawer and pulled out some undergarments. After slipping those on, I went into the closet and chose black skinny jeans and a blue tank top. I slipped on my vans and then ran downstairs. I never ate breakfest so I said goodbye to my mom and ran outside.

I got on the bus and went to my regular seat in the back. We had reached Jacks bus stop and I was praying that he wasnt coming on the bus today. It was still kind of awkward because of yesterday. I was listening to music when I realized that the last kid that stepped on the bus wasnt Jack. So, I guess he wasnt coming to school today. I began listening to music while the bus started moving again. Out of nowhere it stopped and my head hit the seat infront of me causing me to get a huge headache.

I looked up to see what caused this and of course it was Jack. But he wasnt alone. There was another boy with him that had blonde hair and blue eyes. Im not going to lie, he was pretty attractive but I knew nothing would ever happen between us.

I really hated my lips. I always question myself about them. Why did I have to be stuck with the lips that can kill someone. Why did I get stuck with lips that will prevent me from ever being able to really love someone. Im not going to lie, after my mom told me about my lips, I never stopped liking the boy. I would always make up excuses just to hang out with him and his friends.

"Hey Lilian" I heard a familar voice say. I looked up to be meeted by the Jack and the blonde kid.

"Lilian meet Jack, Jack meet Lilian" He said. I raised one of my eyebrows in confusion.

"Jack, I told you to call me Lily! And you both have the same name?" I asked. They both nodded and explained that they have been best friends since they were little kids. I just shrugged it off and continued listening to music and scrolling through twitter. I was stalking some profile when someone sat next to me. I turned to see a smiling Jack.

I just rolled my eyes and continued doing what I was doing. I have to admit Jack was very attractive but I can never have a relationship with someone.

Finally we made it to school. I decided to be nice by saying bye to the Jacks and then I made my way off the bus.

I was greeted by Vic and Jacob when I got to my locker. They werw holding hands and I have to admit, they were so cute together. I have always thought about what would happen if I told them about my curse. Would they be fine with it? Or, would they stop being my friend?

I was interuppted by my thoughts with a hand moving side to side in my face.

"Lily"

"LILY"

"What? Oh sorry. I was just thinking" I quickly stuttered out before making my way to my first class.

~Skip to lunch~

I was on my way to lunch when I heard someone singing. Me being my noisy self decided to go check it out. The noise leaded me all the way to the music room and whoever was singing had the voice of a god. I was about to open the door when someone began rapping. Whoever it was, was good and I caught myself opening the door a little bit to see who was in there.

Once I saw who it was, I couldnt believe my eyes. It was the blonde Jack who was rapping, which I didnt expect at all.

Im guessing that the other Jack was the one singing.

I was interupted from my thoughts once again by someone saying my name. People really need to stop doing that.

"Lilian"

"Lilian"

"Lilian are you there"

I felt my cheeks heat up instantly. I guess I didnt notice when they stopped playing the music.

"Oh, u-um Im-Im sorry, I didnt mean to u-um interupt." I said. I have no idea why I felt so embarassed but I did.

"Its fine, Lilian" the blonde Jack said while laughing a bit. Jack quickly nodded his head in agreement.

"You can stay if you want, we are just making some vines" Jack said. I nodded my head and went to the corner to sit down. Jack didnt seem like a bad guy so there was nothing wrong with trying to be friends with him.

"So Lilian, do you know what Vine is? Jack asked.

"No, I actually have never heard of it in my life. Is that bad?" I asked while half laughing, half smiling.

"WHAT" They both said in usion. I laughed at their reaction.

"Well do you have any talents?" The blonde Jack asked and I shrugged.

"Not really, I only sing, but in the shower. I dont really know if Im good or not" I said.

"Sing" Jack said. I laughed and told him no. He just shrugged his shoulders and started doing something on his phone.

After about 10 minutes of doing nothing I decided to leave.

"Where are you going?" Jack asked.

"Im leaving" and with that I was out the door and towards the lunch room. I hope that Vic and Jacob were still there because lunch was almost over and they never stayed the whole time. To my luck they were still eating and so I started heading towards them.

"Hey guys" I said while smiling.

"Hey, where were you gurl" Vic said while doing a sassy pose.

"Oh, I was just in the music room with Jack" I said while taking out my sandwich.

"Jack, mhm... you like him dont you" She smirked

I nearly spit out my sandwich when those words left her mouth. She laughed at my reaction and finished eating her food.

The real question was, Did I like Jack?

~After school~

I decided that I would go to the school pool today because I had no homework. The place was always abandoned, which I liked. I went into my locker and grabbed one of my many swimsuits that I store in there. I try to go to the pool a lot but sometimes I cant make it because of my school work.

I was making my down the hall while singing Say Something. That was one of my favorite songs of all time.

I changed into the swimsuit and immidiately jumped into the pool. Eventually I got tired after swimming all those laps, so, I got out of the pool and made my way to the showers.

As I was washing my hair out, I began singing skinny love.

Come on skinny love just last year

Pour a little salt we were never here

My my my, My my my, My-my My-my...

Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I was about to sing the next part when the curtain got pushed back. I let out a scream and tried to cover my body as much as I could.

"Sooooo, you can sing" Jack said while looking me up and down. Om my gosh, this guy must be crazy. Who does he think he is? He cant just barge in on someone while they are showering.

"JACK GET OUT" I screamed at him. I turned off the water and quickly wrapped a towel around me.

"What is your actual problem? You cant just-just come in and look at someones naked body without their permission. There is something wrong with you. There has to be. I am so mad at you Jack, Im never speaking to you again. I hate-" before I could finish the sentence I felt lips crash onto mine.

Oh no.

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This isnt edited at all so sorry, but I wanted to update for yall.