Nessy Rose. Vanessa Rhodes. I don't know who I am.
But I'm not the airhead, rich model anymore. I've changed through everything I went through and I hoped that it would make me a better person.
I flicked through the Fabulous magazine, skimming through the fashion blogs, saving my interview until last. And then I turned to the page I wanted and hoped that the magazine thought of my comeback as something postitive.
As I read through the whole article, a gradual smile grew on my face until the very end which turned it into a grin.
They thought of me as a role model, someone to follow after a fall. If Haze was here....
Haze. I missed him like mad. His smile, his eyes, his kisses and something more...
Something deeper.
I knew that I couldn't lose what I had with him, which lead to every thought at night into him. Insomnia. And I realized that as he was in my life, nothing mattered or came in between. And I couldn't surrender either because I loved him.
But I couldn't say it to him. I couldn't admit something which was almost a crime after what happened to his sister.
And Rita. The woman who gave me a second chance. The woman who I left with no explanation.
Jared. Sweet, handsome Jared who I had crushed after like a little girl. I knew that he would return to meet Finn.
Finn...it seemed so long ago since Haze and I set up Jared and Finn. Everything seemed so careless then, yet I was anxious of my face being recognized in London. But now, everyone knew who I was and I had nothing to hide.
Everything was perfect again. Back to normal. Back to the structured life I had built myself. But there was a huge gap.
I was broken hearted. And I had to fix it.
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"Vanessa? Vanessa, is that you, duckie?" asked Rita from the cafe. She skipped over and hugged me.
"What happened? Please tell me you're alright! "
Rita was welcoming me in open arms, after everything that happened.
"Where's Haze? " I asked her. "I have to tell him first "
I was facing my fears.
"He's out on the back. He's been pretty quiet since you left,"
I went to the back of the cafe and opened the back lawn door. And there he was, tall and handsome. And with a pained and angry expression he turned and faced me.
Hola people! Shortest update
(This is also going to be the longest Author Note) so far which I didn't want for my FINAL chapter. Yup! Final chapter. This is it. The end.
But you have the epilogue which will sum up the ending and as a special request (more like nagging ) from by bff Abi to write up to 40 chapters, I decided to do a few (probably 5) bonus chapters after.
So comment below the top three of the following you would Iike to see as a bonus chapter:
Finn and Jared date
Rita meeting a guy
Vanessa and Daisy
Haze and Jared
Haze and Jared and Josh
Vanessa and Josh
There are a few I'm definitely doing, which will remain a secretary until I post.
And finally...my apology. Sorry. I didn't update in a while and that was purely because
*racks brain for decent reason *
because...
well...
damn it I'm a lazy bitch and there is the World Cup...
which team guys?
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One More Chance
Teen FictionShe's lost everything because of one night. One mistake she made, that she'll regret forever. Now she's lost everything, her job as a model, her money, her fame and a chance of dating that cute guy she saw the other day. But she's been offered One M...