𝙎𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙖𝙡 || 𝘠𝘪𝘬𝘶𝘯/𝘡𝘪𝘬𝘶𝘯 [𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘥]

t h i r t y - t w o

[A/N] OMG IM SO SORRY GUYS - THIS IS NOT THE LAST CHAPTER. I WAS WRITING THE LAST CHAPTER AND IT GOT TOO LONG LOL

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The sound of the ambulance ringed in my ears as I held his hands tightly. The medics were doing whatever they needed to. Tears rolled down my eyes like a river. I would never forgive myself if something happened to him. I couldn't even speak. Not a word uttered out of me.

The medics gave him oxygen while checking his pulse. The machine was still a dead line, no sign of pulse. I closed my eyes, concealing all the tears. 

Xiao Kun, it wasn't easy to meet you unless we have fate. I'm sorry for whatever I said. I can't bear to lose you. I won't lose you ever again. Please come back to me. We both have did stupid decisions. I should've known you were still sick. I should've known. I was an idiot. I blamed you for everything. Dear god, if you were to give punishment to us, I am the only one that deserves it. Please bring him back and take my life instead. Because he is my life and I'm nothing without him. 

"He's back!" the medic yelled. I shot my eyes open as the machine started showing pulse. Soon enough, we arrived at the hospital. Dr. Lin was standby when we arrived. He talked to the medics and took him into a room. "Guardians can't follow inside." the nurse stopped me. 

"Please save him." I slowly let his hand go as they dragged away his unconscious body. They were in there for minutes. I've lost track of time and everything was so blank inside of me. The manager ge patted my shoulder. "He'll be fine." he assured.

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Dr. Lin came out with a slight smile. "He's safe for now but we'll have to monitor him for the next 24 hours. Wang Ziyi, right?" he asked. I just nodded. "Can we talk privately?" he asked. The manager gave a nod and excused himself.

"You said he's recovering!" I exclaimed. "Ziyi... about that... how do I even tell you. Well, he told me to lie to you. I already told him to get a transplant, we have a heart ready-" then I cut him off. "Then do it to him right now!" I yelled.

"But he rejected... more importantly, that heart has been given to another patient. It's very hard to get another healthy heart." Dr. Lin sighed. "Am I eligible?" I asked, without a second of hesitation. Dr. Lin was stunned, not knowing what to say.

"W-we might to run some tests before we can say that. Ziyi, if you-" then I cut him off again. "I'll die, I know. I don't care as long as he lives." I said. Dr. Lin stared at me quite for a long time. "He won't agree... but please, don't tell him. Tell him it was someone anonymous." I begged.

"Cmon, we'll have to run some tests then." he said.

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After all the tests were done, I was told to go to Dr. Lin's room. Xukun was still unconscious and I couldn't go in because he was in the ICU.

"Come in," Dr. Lin said. My heart was jumping a million times and all I wished was that my heart would match his. 

I observed Dr. Lin's face but it was blank and I couldn't tell anything.

"Ziyi, your heart-" he was about to say it out when the door flung open and a nurse rushed in. "Patient from Room 205 is going into shock! We need your assistance immeidately!" the nurse exclaimed.