Falling Apart

Chapter 3: Everythings gonna be alright

CHAPTER 3:

Here I am, just sitting on the couch when I hear the door bell ring. "Who could that be?" I ask Laurel. Laurel shrugged. I tried to see through the window of the door, without falling off the couch. I couldn't see that far so I grabbed my crutches and hobbled over to the front door.

I opened the front door and was just completely shocked. It was......Kai. Why was se here? "Hi." she muffled. "What are you doing here?" was all I could say. "My mom found out what I did and what I said to you and made me apolligize. "Well great to know that your mom sent you to apollgize, and that it was't your dicision." I said sarcastically. "Sorry, whatever, see ya later loser!" she screamed in my face. I then slammed the door in her face and dove for the couch, in tears.

"Are you ok?"Laurel asked me. "No", I said still sobbing into the pillow. "Do you wanna hug?" "Yes." Her arms imbraced me into a hug, and I instantly felt warmth and comfort. Laurel knew what to do to calm me down. "Laurel, why is she so mean? What did I do to her? I don't deserve this. I don't get it." I said. "Michelle." she said as she pushed a strand of hair out of my face. "I don't know why people do some things. I know it's hard to understand. Beleive me I know how you feel.

"You never know though. They could have something going on at home, and talk out the anger on you, which is NOT right at all. They could feel insecure, and just pick on some one to make them feel better,which is also NOT good at all. They could be doing itfr attention. There are many reasons that they could be doing an saying these things to you. We may not know it but there always a reason." Laurel said to me. "But why me?" I pleaded. "Thats what we need to figure out." she said with a curious face.

By now I stopped crying. I now felt the numb feeling, where your like, 'what am I gonna fo next, nd yo just have no feelings what so ever. I feel nothing. Will I ever be happy? Or will I just have a life of sadness? Or will therebe a way to break the darkness, and bring in light?

AUTHORS NOTE:

HEY GUYSES! TO LIGHT UP THE MOOD LETS TALK IN A BRITISH ACCENT. SHALL WE? OK, THEN. SO I AM SO SAWRAY THAT THIS CHAPTAH IS SO SHORT. I WOULDV'E HAD MORE IF MY CHAPTAH i WROTE THE OTHAH DAY WASN'T DELETED. I AM PROUD THAT I GOT THIS ONE UP THOUGH. SO WER'E ALL PIP PIP AND CHEERIO RIGHT? I HOPE YOU SAID YES. SORRY THAT THIS CHAPTAH WAS QUITE SAD. BUT I AM TRYIN TO MAKE A POINT, HERE. BASICALLY THERE IS ALWAYS LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS. GOD WILL ALWAYS GIVE YU A WAY OUT OF THINGS. AND THROUGH THE RUFF TIMES, WE TEND TO ASK ALOT OF QUESTIONS. EVEN I DO THIS. WE TEND TO ASK WHY IS THIS HAPPENING? AND THATIS A GREAT QUESTION. YOU KNOW, WE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO SEE THE BIG PICTURE, BUT GOD HAS A PLAN FOR EVERY ONEOF US. EVEN WHEN OUR LIFE SEEMS HOPELESS WE STILL HAVE A PLAN. JUST REMEMBER, NEXT TIME YOU ASK 'WHY IS THIS HAPPING?',THERE WILL BE A PATH OF LIGHT. DON'T WAITFOR IT FIND IT. TRUST GOD! IF YOU GUYS HAVE SOMETHING YOU GUYS WORRY ABOUT, PRAY ABOUT IT. I LOVE YOU GUYSES, AND SO DOES GOD. JEREMIAH 29:11 "FOR I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU, "DECLARES THE LORD, PLANS TO PROSPORE YOU AND NOT TO HAM YOU, PLANS TO GIVE YOU HOPE AND A FUTURE.

BUY GUYSES, I LOVE YOU ALL! :D