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I don't know how to say it, my hands are shaking, my body feels heavy I looked down as my mind keeps repeating what Tetsuya said I can't live without him I don't want him to die nor leave me, I felt my tears streaming down to my cheeks as I kneel on the ground I don't know what to do I've hurted Tetsuya so much that I can't stop blaming myself on what happen to him, I felt someone grips my shoulders softly as I look at the person infront of me "Akashi not that I care but you need to get a grip on your self this is not you, cmon lets talk it over at the cafeteria" I just nod at what Shintaro told me before we go away I heard the door closed "Tetsu is already sleeping" Daiki look at me as he walk towards us "You have a lot of telling to do"..
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The wall of silence never broke until we reached the cafeteria we sat near at the window as we saw some people who is mostly night shift doctors and nurse "I will get us some drinks and when I came back you will tell anything for pete's sake Akashi" this was the first time I heard Daiki got irritated on me and for some reasons I didn't bother to curse him to death on what he said as he left to get our drinks, I didn't know what to tell them im afraid that if I told them they won't let me get near Tetsuya I look at Shintaro who is looking outside the window as our drinks came I crossed my arms and waited for Daiki to settle down "So... Going to tell us?" He said drinking his juice I composed myself "Daiki, Shintaro" I called them and they quickly look at me "all things that I'm going to say here will remain here if one if it slips outside make sure to never let me see you for the rest of your lives" I glared at them and they nod in unison this is going to be a long talk as I drink my cold coffee in can "It all started when I was surprised that Father knew about me and Tetsuya"Flashback:
I followed Father as I complain for his decision for me to stay here. "Father I can't stay here, I need to be there for them as a captain" I said still following him I tried to calm myself "Father please." After what I said he stopped walking his back still facing me " is it just the game or you will meet up with some else?" He said calmly but a hint of anger is seen " both Father, I just want to see him again and also because I love him so much.... Tetsuya, is more inportant-" I was cut of by my father that was facing me right now
Masaomi:Seijuro, you know that your the only heir I have, HOW CAN YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE THAT GUY!!
Akashi: You can't tell me what to do and what I want to feel father.. It's not your desicion to make.
Masaomi: *slaps Seijuro* How dare you Disobey me, you will not leave your room until I say so..
End of flashback:"I was really mad at my father that day that I lock myself in my room I fell into despair that I could not see Tetsuya that day since we promise each other that we will spend the rest of the day after the practice game, I felt weak and lost in thought my body was inside my room but my heart and mind was wondering of to somewhere" I said to them as they listen patiently " then the day which I preffered on calling the hell day of my life came"
Flashback:
I went inside my room and lock it I removed my coat and gloves as I took a warm shower and change to a more comfortable clothes after I got my phone from my desk I scroll my gallery and tap on one of the pictures of tetsuya 'Im coming Tetsuya, I promise I will be with you' I cried silently for no one to hear me I curled up under my blanket not leaving my eyes on my phone I miss those light blue round beautiful eyes, that soft hair, the smell of his vanilla scent that makes me feel comfortable everytime im with him, and his soft lips as well as his touch I can't stop crying as I remember how he touches my face as he close his eyes it was really indeed a beautiful scenery. After a few minutes or an hour I guess I could not sleep so I decided to walk around as I got into the garden I saw my father with that girl that I don't even want to say her name I went closer but not that close for them to see me just the right spot for me to hear them "uncle" I saw my bastard cousin came with a smirk on his face "So how's your visit?" my father ask with a hint of excitement on his voice "Oh it great, He will be mine in no time" my father just nod as he look at that girl "So you guys didn't met before right? Yūki this Nash and Nash this is Yūki" father said I really hate both of them when they smile especially when I know that they are planning on something "The plan is going smoothly, when the time comes Tetsuya will fell for me and leave my cousin for good and that will be your advantage Yūki-san" Tetsuya? Advantage? The hell what did Tetsuya have to do with this "Thank you for the help Nash-kun" the bitch grins widely 'it's creepy' "but what are we going to do to Seijuro?" shee looked at my father confused on something "If he can't forget that boy we will make him do something, RIGHT SEIJURO?!" sh*t he knew "Why don't you join us here" I tried to walk silently but I was stop by my fathers butler, the minute I knew it he was dragging me to thier spot as he threw me on the ground on my knees "Seijuro, you heard what we talked earlier have you?" he said while sipping his tea "Tell me why do Tetsuya have to do in this?!" I said trying to keep and hold my angerness inside "That's the thing you don't need to know, but the other part of it I would gladly tell you" he said looking and walking near me " I want you to break up with that guy" my eyes grew widen in shock then I glared at him as I stood up I want to punch him I don't care if he's my father I had enough but before I reached him his butler stop me "I won't do it! You can never tell me who to love!! I don't want anyone besides Tetsuya!! " he look at me then before I realize it I fell on the ground as I ache in pain on my stomach "Then I have no choice but to kill him!! You have disobeyed me for far too long now Seijuro!!" he glared at me as he tightly grips on the collar of my shirt "Don't you even dare to touch Tetsuya!!" I said as I glare at him my vision starts to get blurry for a minute when I landed on the ground feeling my Father's punch on my face " you give me no choice seijuro, Nash I want you to bring that person here Dead!" I tried to sit up as I saw Nash rides the helicopter for him to get to tokyo fast as my father picked me up again on my collar "Leave Tetsuya alone!!" as tears formed my eyes some of it starts streaming down my face "you look pathetic Seijuro, ok.. then do as I say and we will leave him alone" he said as he drops me for the third time then I saw my phone on the table 'what was my phone doing here, I knew I left it in the room' I was stop on my thoughts when the old person infront of me spoke up "I want you to call him now and tell him to meet with you tomorrow" he said as he settle down on his chair 'Im so weak I can't even fight for the person I love the most, Im so sorry Tetsuya I have to do this' I shakily pressed the dial button and Tetsuya answered it in one ringOn phone
Akashi: Tetsuya?
Kuroko: Sei-kun, Im glad that you called I would like to say thank you for the gift you gave me
God knows how much I miss hearing his voice I tried to stop my tears to came out but it failed as felt my father's heavy gaze
Akashi: uhm yeah no problem, but I didn't call because of that
Kuroko: What do you mean?
Akashi: Tetsuya, can we meet up tomorrow? I just need to say something important to you amd please go there at 10am sharp I don't want any late Kuroko..
I wanted to run away with him but I can't know that my father probably hired someone to follow Tetsuya aroung without Tetsuya noticing it
Kuroko: s-sure, no problem.. Is there a problem Sei-kun you seem not in the mood
Akashi: Im just tired, I need to go someone is waiting for me *ends call* After that call I feel like my whole life was nothing morethan a pitch black as my father's butler drag me back to my room.
End of flashback"Your Father is annoying" Daiki said as he clicked his tongue "So that's how it happen everything that happen to Tetsuya was my fault" I said as I looked down not wanting them to see me in such state "Your stronger than that Akashi, but when it really comes to Kuroko... You are weak" Shintaro said looking at me sternly "Why don't you try to be strong also for him that's why your father is taking advantage of your weakness because he knew that his perfect son has this certain part of him that is not strong enough for him to protect and cherish" I look at Shintaro as he pushes his glasses "This Oha-Asa freak is right, your stronger in any aspect but we all know that you can be more stronger to fight for the both of you, now that the irritating cousin of yours are strolling around" he said as he puts his chin on his palm I just smiled at them "Thanks for being here, and please don't let anyone know about it" with that they just nodded
Third to Nobody's POV
Back at the phantoms room, the bluenette woke up after an hour after Aomine left earlier when he saw the door open revealing the guy who never left his side "Nash-kun?" the blond looked at the teal head as he walk and sat at chair next to the bed "you should go back to sleep Tetsuya" Kuroko just looked at him he knows something was wrong "What's the problem Nash-kun" he asked as he sat down properly "Do you still love Akashi?" the teal heads eyes widen in shock because of the certain question that came from the person he least expected to ask about it "its fine if you can't answer me but I want to tell you something" Nash took a deep breath as he looked straight to the bluenette's eyes who was shining brightly because of the rays of moonlight that was coming from the window he took a deep breath "Tetsuya... I like you no its actually I love you, its fine if you don't like me back I won't force you.. Just let me love you, let me help you move on " Kuroko looked at Nash as he holds Kuroko's hand tight "please" the blunette froze on the confession that the blond made "I-Im sorry Nash-kun, but I can't accept your love" Kuroko said the softly removed the hands who is gripping tightly on his left hand "Im tired, please leave Nash-kun I need some rest" Nash just nodded and leaves the room letting the teal head rest.
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" Kuroko-kun it's nice to see you again, how are you feeling now?" Riko-Senpai asked me I am really happy to see all of them
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"Tetsu-kun!!!" Momoi run hugs Kuroko as always Kuroko let her hug him
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I STILL BELIEVE (AKAKURO)
FantasyAkashi and Kuroko find themselves together in the middle of everything as they fight for Love against everyone, Will there love be enough to conquer everyone?..As Families were torn apart, fate being manipulated , and Memories forgotten, Can there...