Love Hurts

Chapter 5

Me and Ash had been talking for quite awhile and I got to know Ash a little better then I did and he didn't seem as bad as people put out "I can see why Michael hangs with you your pretty awesome" Ashton said and I blushed "your not half bad ethier"I said and got up to go in my secret room " where are you going"Ash said but it came out as a whine but I didn't respond I just disappeard.I sat behind my drum set and lightly tapped them remembering when I first got them when I was actually "you play drums" Ash yelled causing me to throw my drumsticks in two random directions "uhhhh....ummmmm...yeah its a gift of mine" I said shyly and picked up my drumsticks "that's amazing I wish I would have known earlier when I met you the first time" Ash said smiling widely revealing his adorable dimples.Me and Ash both tooknturns playing random songs on my drums he had just finished I Miss You by Blink 182 so I decided to play Backseat Serenade by All Time Low and his jaw dropped to the ground causing me to laugh "looks like someone's shocked" I said laughing loudly and Ash pouted "heyy I gotta go to bad practice does your smart ass wanna join" he asked cracking a smile "yes I know I'm a smart ass and I'm fucking proud of it" I said tying a red bandana around my head and followed Ash to the studio him and the boys were practicing.As I walked in the door I was greeted by Mikey,Luke and Cal "its Ciera the badass" Luke said in a teasing tone and I playfully punched his arm "hell yea I'm a badass I'm pretty sure I've been to jail more timesthen you can count" I said devilishly smiling at the and they laughed and began to practice She Looks So Perfect first,I sat there watching the boys getting lost in the music and all out having fun....they were now practicing Outta My Limit and I decided to plug in my ear buds and listen to Tourniquet and accidently began to sing subconsciously not realizing the boys had taken a break

"I tried killing the pain but only brought more I lay dying and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am I too lost to be saves am I to lost?

My god My tourniquet return to me salvation My god My tourniquet return to me salvation

Do you remember me lost for so long will you be on the other side or will you forget me I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am I too lost to be found am I too lost?

My god My tourniquet return to me salvation My god My tourniquet return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave my soul cries for deliverance will I be denied Christ Tourniquet My Suicide"I sang not noticing the boys staring at me until I looked up to see them smiling widely at me " what are y'all looking at" I asked taking out my ear buds "you how long have you been able to sing like that and what song was that" Luke said smiling even wider and I laughed "the song was Tourniquet by Evanescence and I have always sang like this I guess" I said smiling as wide as they were.After awhile the boys finally finished their practice and we decided to hang in the studio for awhile and me being me I put my ear buds in and began listening to Break by 3 Days Grace

          *Ashton's P.O.V*

"Wow Ash I see why you like her she's an amazing girl" Cal said and I just smirked "yea to be honest she's actually pretty hot" Luke said elbowing me and I just looked at Ciera and blushed causing the boys to laugh and Ciera to look at me like I was crazy."Dude you gotta tell Ciera you like her before she gets taken"Michael said to me and I just shrugged and began staring at Ciera who was peacefully listening to her music until I saw her look up and notice me staring at her causing us to both blush and look away as if nothing happened and I think the boys noticed to because they all began to whisper something that I didn't quite understand