Love Hurts

Chapter 10

I was sitting on the couch watching the boys at their E!News interview "so boys I think everyone wants to know who is your celeberty crush"the interviewer asked and all the boys chuckled except Ash he seemed a little a little to quiet which was really un-normal for him "we reallt dont know cause were great friemds with a lot of people"Luke said smiling like he always did.After I finished watching their interview I decided to message my bestfriend Nicci

To:Nicci

heyy bae whats up sorry about not talking to yah for awhile alot has been going on and I havent really been thinking to much lately

To:CC

omg heyy bae are you ok ever since you ran out of school 3 days ago I have been worried sick about you and whats going on I heard you  went into the hospital and that worried me even more what happened tell me tell me now!!!!!!

To:Nicci

its a long story lets just say taylor was the cause of it hes the cause of everything that is happening right now :(

To:CC

what did he do that jerk better not have harmed you or hes dead meat

To:Nicci

Well you know that he cheates on me with Britt but I ran into him by accident no realizing it and then we got into an argument and he called me a slut, whore, bitch and other things so I shot back some insults and well thats when the bad part comes into play

To:CC

WHAT  DO YOU MEAN BY BAD PART HOW BAD IS IT!!!!!!

To:Nicci

Pretty bad...as soon as I got to my flat I began to think about allnthe thing that I have been calles and that caused a trigger for me and I ran into my bathroom and swallowed 20 of my anger meds the cut my wrists and thighs and began fading away after 5 minutes but Michael found me and rushed me to the hospital

To:Ciera

please dont ever do that again Ciera your my sister I love yah you cant end your life just cause of what people say you shouldnt care what they say it only matters if you like you it doesnt matter if anyone else does

To:Nicci

yea your right thx bae and I love you too ur my sistah to well I gtg imma try to fix a different problem that you already know about

To:Ciera

Ashton????

To:Nicci

yea he kissed me and I paniced and ran in my flat but you already know why I would have that reaction

To:Ciera

yea well I hope you can set things straight with Ash cause I think he really likes you.

As I resd the message my heart began to race...Could it be tru does Ashton really like me? I thought to my self as I stared at a pic of Ash that he sent me he was wearing his captain america t-shirt and some nerdy glasses and his bangs were covering his eyes I thought it was a cute picture so I kept it..I just stared at the picture debating if I should text Ashton or not.