It all started with your smile

I remember the first day i saw you... No i am not the type to believe in love at first sight, yet slightly i still do. I believe that everyone can see there love at first sight, beisdes me. i dont think that i can be able to see him right off the bat. That might be because when i see a guy at first sight, i can not have that "love" feeling. I do not think you can have "love" unless that feeling is built on a firm stable ground. for me you can see that guy you like at first sight, not the guy you feel madly in love with at first sight. i dont think it is humanly possible... But thats when we saw each other again and again and again... this is when we have all are funny, yet strongly stupid jokes, are dumb ass little messed up fights, are times were we look at each other and, you and me, get lost so much in each others eyes that we can not help but have a huge over happily smile on our faces. this is when i cant help but think you are the best guy friend in this entire messed up little but BIG world! and then comes the day were i really take a deep look at you and a thousand memories come into my head all at once, overpowering all the other thoughts i might have. and for a split second i think only of only four words... i am in love... and then i go to sleep that night and i cant take my head off of my thoughts on you, i keep thinking to myself, why him? what is it about him that i think im in love with? why do i think of him all the time? and yet the final question of all time... why am i in love with someone, i call my best friend?... when i wake up thinking with all these different mixed emotions in my head, i keep smiling knowing that he makes me happy, when before i meet him it was impossible to ever even get close to the level of happiness i am at now. and now when i check my phone, i see a message from him, i am full with happiness just by seeing his name, and then when i read the message i am about to cry, no not tears of sorrow, but tears of joy, happiness, and most of all, love!... so then we meet up later that night. all i could think of is his eyes, his perfect smile, his soft smooth skin, his everything!... he drove me home, and wow, this was a perfect night, we did everything i hoped he would do with me. and thats when i finealy got home in the front seat of his car, we just stared a while into each others eyes, and before i knew it i got out and walked up to my front porch. and thats when i heard him wisper my name behind me, i turned around... and we kissed.... that is were you and me truly first started <3