I Wished You'd love Yourself like I Love you......

Hello there i am any regular girl in this world. Yes i have big dreams, and no, not any of them have ever come true. But i will hope and try my best. My dream is to Win the X-factor, make it big and be an insperation to other people and hopefully give them faith to follow their own dreams. oh sorry if you havent already read my mind , HI my name is Alexandria Mary Grace Carter . But Call me Alex or Carter please. And gosh I am just sooo nervous! Want to know why? Because I am in line waiting to be called to audition for a 'mistery' panel of 7 judges and 5 of them is known as the boys of One Direction ~

I waited in line nervously playing with my fingers thinking about the chances of me - Alex-  ...... Winning the X-Factor. I was soo caught up in wondering ~ that i didnt notice my name being called until someone shoke me back to reality...... CRAP okayokayokayokayokayokayokay    just remember to keep singing dont get nervous and remember to live breath and believe in your lyrics~

Slowly i walked on stage focasing on not tripping and making a fool of myself ~ FOCASE my mind boomed. This is your one chance - don't ruin or waste it !        i said my name and where i am from and i began ~

"Show Me What I'm Looking For"

Wait, I'm wrong

Should have done better than this

Please, I'll be strong

I'm finding it hard to resist

So show me what I'm looking for

Save me, I'm lost

Oh, Lord, I've been waiting for you

I'll pay any cost

Save me from being confused

Show me what I'm looking for

Show me what I'm looking for, oh, Lord

Don't let go

I've wanted this far too long

Mistakes become regrets

I've learned to love abuse

Please show me what I'm looking for

Save me, I'm lost

Oh, Lord, I've been waiting for you

I'll pay any cost

Save me from being confused

Show me what I'm looking for

Show me what I'm looking for, oh, lord

Show me what I'm looking for

Show me what I'm looking for

Show me what I'm looking for

Save me, I'm lost

Oh, Lord, I've been waiting for you

I'll pay any cost

Just save me from being confused

Wait, I'm wrong

I can't do better than this

I'll pay any cost

Save me from being confused

Show me what I'm looking for

Show me what I'm looking for

Show me what I'm looking for

Show me what I'm looking for, oh, Lord

After I finished the song ~ i took a long shaky breath and braced myself for my answer to my future.

For what seemed like years, everybodys eyes buldged...  I've had this reaction to my singing before so i wasn't that surprised. I looked down at my clothes. Feeling gulity about wasting their time- i quickly apologized, " I'm so sorry about wasting your time " but with saying this their eyes only widened and then their mouths started hanging open. To be honest i was accually starting to get kinda creeped out-- so more time passed and i just decided to walk off seeing that i wasn't going to be judged when a voice pulled me out of my thoughts " why are you leaving ?" Right then and there i met the most amazing pair of bright blue eyes. " well umm.........i thought you were done judging me...!?" i answered unsurley. With that Niall only chuckled. "Love you just judged yourself _____ 7 YESES" I thought i was going to faint. All of them said yes !?