my knees shake
as my soul breaks
i've never felt so low.
i can no longer breathe
something's killing me
why won't you let me go?
my knees break in half-
just like my heart,
as your heel digs into my chest
my pulse races, like i've just run
so i count to five
and then ten.
somebody is squeezing my heart in a fist,
my tears are causing a flood.
i never understood how anxiety felt
until you took away my sun.