That Girl. (Remastered)

Want You More.

*Uki's POV*

Okay. I know I messed up but cut me some slack. I never knew she actually had feelings for me. Well, I probably did but that's besides point. I never really let myself fall in love. The only reason I "play" girls is because I'm scared to get played. Honestly, my heart is fragile which is why I break up before they wanna "talk" which makes people see me as an asshole. The only time my heart really got broken, beaten, and ran over was two years ago. Sadly, I'm still picking up the pieces from that. This girl named Gem had me head over heels. She was so sweet and innocent yet devoured me slowly. I was so blind by her fake love I never knew she was playing me. Ever since then I became the person I am. Hell, I even wrote poems about it.

In this room I sit

Darkness, the only one who understands

Why she plays sports, my heart always the ball

Told to stay away, I said I'll be fine

But here I am

Writing my worthless feelings on paper

Never again will I suffer this pain

Never again will I fall in love

Deep, right? Yeah. Cringy too. I was going through some things at the time and I thought she was the one that was gonna help. I'm not gonna mourn over it I just wish I listened. Enough about Gem, I have to correct myself for Libra. She's my priority now. Then again, it's hard for me not to do anything stupid. Especially when your bestfriend is Hendrix.

“Romani! Come out here!” I walked outside and sat on the porch. He looked me up and down, he scoffed.

“The only reason you wear that hoodie is if you're sad.” He was right. The black hoodie with a thick purple line going across it. In small, bold white letters the word ''isolated'' went across the purple line.

“What's wrong, Romani?”

“Libra.”

“Isn't she the nice girl from around the block,” I nodded, keeping tears from flowing out. I refuse to cry. “What's up with her? Did she die?”

“No!”

“Gem 2.0?”

“Not at all. She's just--”

“You caught feelings for her!” He cut me off. He shouted as loud as he could be.

“No I haven't!” I protested. I didn't catch feelings for her. I couldn't have...that's against my policy.

“If you haven't you wouldn't be wearing that hoodie! Come on, what's the deal?” I sighed heavily and rubbed my temples. This was annoying. Wanna know what else is annoying? Being proved wrong.

“I caught feelings, okay?”

“Haha! I knew it! Sooner or later you were gonna have to catch feelings!” He pulled me off the porch and gripped my shoulders.

“Hendrix, what the hell?”

“We're celebrating!”