Dying was Easy ✓

09. Chapter 9.

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After I broke up with Kevin, I felt nothing but pain. I sat in bed all day. Didn't eat, sleep, nothing. Kate was apologizing to me and telling me to come out and I'm sorry. I just wanted my life to end.

Kevin probably hates me, Kate won't understand, and Ashton doesn't even know. I should just end my life and not live it with Kevin, or Kate, or Ashton, or Cassie, or anyone. Cassie will understand though.

I just want to get a drink, get a knife, a rope, anything to end my life. Or a gun. I looked around my room and didn't see anything. Maybe I should write a note and sneak out through the window. And so I did. I wrote:

None of you don't understand what my life is no now. I don't want to live it anymore. When I was dead, I was scared but mostly in peace, I know I'm making a mistake, but it's a good one. So goodbye.

Love,

Mia Schools.

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After the note, I jumped through the window and was able to find a knife on the ground. I ran off and I knew where to go. I went, to the day the car crash happened. The car was still there and I can sense my mother and father.

"Hey mom. Hey dad," I said. I sniffed. "Today's the day. I'm going to see you. I'm sorry. I should've just, died with you. It would've been easier. Kevin cheated on me, Kate is pregnant, Ashton is being a bastard to her. I can't take the drama. So, here I go mom and dad. I love you both and I love Cassie. Goodnight love."

I took the knife, and cut my arm and I shrieked. I then put the knife in my stomach and felt the pain. I could hear voices and knew it was Kevin, Kate, and Ashton. Then I saw a glimpse of Cassie. I mouthed I love you to her and I fell into Kevin's arms.

"No. Please come back to me. I love you, ok I love you I was a bastard. Please come back to me and let us have a family," he said. I looked up seeing it was night time and I saw the full moon starting to get blurry. That was the only light. I breathed in and then, I breathed my last breath. I died with my eyes open, but I felt a little bit loved by them.

What did I do? What was I thinking?! How could this happen to me?! Kevin closes my eyes. And hugs me, feeling my now cold skin. Then, he kisses me on the lips and I feel myself warming up and coming back to my body. I felt myself back in my body. I opened my eyes and breathed heavily.

"Oh my god. Kevin," I said. I kissed him and then hugged him. "I'll never leave you, I promise."

"Mia, how did you come back?" He asked.

"It's what has been in fairy tales a whole generation. True loves kiss," I said. He smiled and I saw the knife wound gone and the blood gone. Kevin helped me up and I saw Kate with a hand on her stomach. "This baby, will be cared by you, and have a wonderful, wonderful life."

"Thank you," she said. I gave her a hug and I could tell she was crying.

"Ashton. I want you, to be the best father this baby has ever had. Please do that," I said.

"I will. I always will," he said. He hugged me and we were both crying. I went over to Kevin and he put the ring back on me.

"So, about that family?" I said. I put a hand on my stomach.

"Are you-" he started.

"Yeah. I'm pregnant Kevin!" I shrieked. Everyone Screamed and we all hugged.