there will be a day when i'll have shown
the ones who didn't believe in me
that i am capable of the ocean.
and my forever growing grapevine will entwine
itself into the hearts of those who hear my breaking sobs,
and i'll know,
i'll know that these tears i shed was not for them
but for my own fragile dreams and hopes;
hoping that this muffled scream of mine will
help them understand that
i am capable of the ocean,
the sky,
and the galaxies.
so do not dismiss me as someone who can
be tossed to the side like trash,
drop your noise and
and i will show you howfucking violent those tears are.
( i. for the ones who didn't believe in me )