Fun, fun is something that I haven't felt like I had in the past, it's finally the last quarter of the school year and I will be a senior, officially in about five months, if counting right now.
I haven't cared about any of the drama going on around me because at the end of the day people will always have a lot of shit to say but will never have the guts to say it to the exact person's face.
Why?
Well, that's just the thing with most people, one minute you can be cool with that person but then the next thing you know they start to switch up and act all fake like the friendship was something in the past or never even existed, to begin with.
Take it from me, in the past, a lot of people switched up on me, used me, and even played me to the point that I was nothing to them, and most of all I felt like nothing to myself mentally.
Now, the fake and drama going around is something that really ruined my mental state in the past, especially because of the fact that Demetri consumes most of my thoughts.
It's not giving me the chance to think about how I currently am going through some stuff and need a way to sort through it.
Like at the same time I tell myself that I can fix most of these problems and just get back on track
But sometimes these problems could result in life or death or in other words a good or bad outcome
So I put that idea ahead and all my problems continue to pile up until that day I'm ready to face them comes.
And maybe today is not that day.
Signed, Jeneice
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