Jonathan's POV
"......Can i show you something?" She asked. I nodded and she slowly started showing me her small arms. My heart dropped. "Who did this?" I asked sternly . "*SniffSniff* Look im trusting you. Promise me you wont get mad." I sighed "Baby girl, i cant promise you that, but i can promise that i will try to." She looked down and i heard her sniffling.
I used my finger to lift her face by her chin , and looked into her eyes. "BabyGirl, who did this to you?" She looked into my eyes and said, "I did." She didn't lose eye contact. I broke the spell she had me in with those beautiful gray eyes and looked at her sliced wrist. I cant believe a beautiful girl like her cuts herself. I sighed as i left the room. As i walked back downstairs i didn't know that tears were running down my face until Murk silly ass said, "Nigga you crying?!" Vont and TMan started laughing while Bubba just stared and me. I heard tiny footsteps behind me so i turned around to see Monai's small figure. I shook my head and sat in my recliner.
TMan and Murk stood up and Monai ran full speed toward my bed room. "Damn! What i do now?" Murk said. "She been threw it all." I said shaking my head. Man FUCK! I need a blunt before i punch something. "I will be back" i said to my brothers as i grabbed my keys and left.
*25 mins later*
I was at my trap house in my office smoking a loud ass blunt, relaxing when my phone rang. "Wassup." I answer "Hey mane ya girl been locked in ya room." Bubba said. "Damn i forgot she was there." "Boy you sound high a fuck!" I chuckled "I am." "Bring ya ass back home! TMan , Murk, and Vont went home already. Hurry up before i leave!" "Iight nigga, shit!" I left the trap and went home to find Bubba leaving. "Aye nig-" "Take yo stupid ass in the house." I smacked my lips and went into my house.
After i locked up i went upstairs, to find my bedroom door lock. I knocked hard and waited, the fuck? I banged again and Monai opened the door with her left arm behind her back. I tried walking into my bathroom when Monai got in my way. "Move, babygirl." I told her smiling. "Ummmmmm, i cant let you in there." She told me with her small hand on my stomach. I sighed and asked "Why not?" When she didn't answer i picked her up, moved her out of the way, and walked into my bathroom to find her purse and some bloody razors on the floor. The fuck!
"Come here." I demanded not looking at her. "Umm i ..... i ..... I c-" i cut her off and said "Look I'm not asking you anything. Does it look like I'm playing? Come here now." I said now facing her. She slowly walked to me with her head down. "Give me your arm." She held out her right arm. "Monai, quit playin with me." She looked away from me and gave me her left arm. Damn this girl breaking my heart and i dont even know her.
I looked down at her wrist. I saw that she had cut herself. "Baby girl look at me." She look up at me with tears in her blueish gray eyes. "Why?" I started.
Monai's POV
"Why?" He asked me. "I deserve it. I have always been that short quiet band nerd, who gets good grades." He never stopped looking down at me. "But you were beating hoes left and right at the park." I sighed "I know, band has built me up. I don't like confrontation, but some stupid bitches like to try me." He pulled me into his bedroom and sat me on his lap "Baby girl your to beau-" He started "Don't." I said cutting him off. He sighed. "Baby girl. You are beautiful ! Regardless of what you say. Some of these hoes wish they had this body." He told me holding my waist. I held my head down not believe a word he said.
"Why do you care? You don't even know me." I said looking back up to him holding back tears. "I have to cut myself. I only have my blades and my music." He readjusted me on his lap. "My music has helped me but now, cutting myself help me cope a little." He pulled me into a hug and said "Sweetie, what do you get out of this?" "It takes my mind off why I'm depressed for a while." I said. "Understand this, the more you cut the less you hurt. Am i correct?" I nodded. "Alright, you are going to get used to the pain, and cut more." My stomach started to growl, maybe because i haven't ate in 3days ( its saturday) "You hungry?" He asked me. "Ummm is it okay to be?" He looked at me confused. "When was the last time you ate?"
"Wednesday." I told him truthfully. "WEDNESDAY!?" I jumped because him yelling scared me. "I'm sorry, i didn't mean to scared you. I washed your clothes, so you can shower and we can go. Your clothes are in that drawer." He moved me off his lap and left the room.
I took a shower and walked downstairs with his clothes in my hands. "Umm where do i put these." "The hamper in the laundry room." I looked confused because i barely made it downstairs without getting turned around. This house was huge! He chuckled and pointed to a hallway and i found the hamper. "You ready?" He asked i nodded. "Lets go then."
He led me to a garage and i had at least 4 different luxury cars and 2 normal card. Like damn dude. "Pick." He told me. I just shrugged my shoulders , he grabbed my hand and let me to a tan Cadillac with tan and black interior. He opened my door and helped me in. Once he got in he started and we pulled off. "Where you want to go?" He asked. I shrugged my shoulder.
My phone rang Martina McBrides Concrete Angel and Antwon💥 was at the top.
"Hello." I answered.
"WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!" He screamed. Im pretty sure Jonathan can hear him.
"Ummm .. Im out ..... With a... A....... friend."
"BRING YO STUPID ASS HOME! NOW!"
"Yes, sir." I said
"BITCH CALL ME BY NAME HOE !"
"Yes ..... D... D.... Daddy."
"Yeaa i like that shit. Now bring your ass home!" And with that he hung up."Can you take me home?" I asked Jonathan . "No." He answered seriously. "I have to go home." "No." I pouted and gave him this look. "Okay, i will take you home after i feed you. Okay?" I nodded and he pulled up to a Golden Corral.
After we were seated we just sat there looking at each other. "Whats wrong?" He asked "Nothing, i never been here before." I answered truthfully. He took my hand and handed me a plate. "Now get everything that you want to eat." I nodded and we went our separate way to gather food. We sat and ate, and ate, and ate, and ate. I was embarrassed about how much i ate. After we finished and left a tip, we departed.
I gave him the directions to my house and as we pulled up i spoke "If i call you please come get me." "My pleasure baby girl." He said "Promise?" I said seriously, he smiled " I promise." "Pinky promise." I held my pinky out. He laughed and wrapped his massive pinky finger around mine, then kissed it. "Pinky promise baby girl." And with that i walked into my house.
HEY !
Monai cuts herself?
Trap house? Loud blunts?
Murk?
How do you feel about Antwon?
Antwon traumatized Monai?
Monai hasnt eaten in three days?
Monai has never been to Golden Corral ? (Its a Buffett like Ryans)
Pooh will be back in the next chapter
Listen to Concrete Angel By Martina McBride
YES MONAI IS A VIRGIN!
Im sorry it takes me so long to update. Im typing on a iPod5
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A BandNerds Thug
Historia CortaA girl named Monai who has a tough life falls in love with a guy named Jonathan . Her life is slowly falling apart and he there to help her. Despite that he is a dope boy