**WOW THIS WAS SO HARD TO WRITE!!! I wrote it ages ago, but I never got round to typing it up, and now I finally have it has been edited sooo much ahah!! I think I gave the last scene a really big cliffhanger climatic ending so that made it really hard for this to live up to it! But its still crap. And I'm sorry I never EVER update...I have no time but thats a pathetic excuse. Sorryyyy!! But anyway no one really reads these so it doesn't matter hehe ;) xx **
I wouldn't let go. I couldn't let go. I held her to me, blood soaking through my clothes, shaking at her, screaming at her. This wasn't happening. This wasn't happening. I closed my eyes, rocking backwards and forwards, mumbling and sobbing, gasping for air. The panic was whirling up inside me, crushing me, controlling me. The noises around me blurred into one. Anna's vibrant red hair was splayed out in my lap, as I sat helplessly and mindlessly screaming in the middle of the road.
"If I close my eyes, this won't of happened. if I close my eyes, we'll be back in English class together, and Anna will be teasing me, like you always do, right Anna? Right? That's right isn't it! And I'm not here, we're not here, this HASN'T HAPPENED. Hey, Anna, come on, wake up. Wake up for me. Please. Just please."
Frantic crowds of people stared at us, the two intertwined bodies in the middle of the road. Some were crying, some were frozen in shock. But I didn't notice. I didn't care. Everything around me was blurred and spinning; I felt like I was watching my life on TV. This was so unreal, too unreal. No. It wasn't happening.
The sound of sirens filled my ears, and I vaguely registered the noise of the crowd increase, and then there were people there. All around me. Consuming me. Invading my space. Trying to take Anna away from me. But they couldn't. They wouldn't. They didn't matter. All that mattered was me and Anna. I clawed at her, screaming at her.
"Anna, BLOODY WAKE UP, OK? YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME. You just CAN'T. You can't leave me."
My sobs were consuming me, shaking my body. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't move. I couldn't feel. Silent tears streamed down my face as I coughed and choked desperately, trying to scream, trying to wake Anna up, so that this nightmare would be over.
But I couldn't. It was hopeless. There was no point. No point in anything anymore.
I gave up trying to force air into my lungs. I gave up trying to push the crowds of hands away. Carefully I lay Anna down on the tarmac. Carefully I pushed her bloody hair away from her pale, lifeless face. I closed her beautiful blue eyes, catching a glimpse of them for the last time.
I lay down next to her, locking our arms together, nestling my face into her soft coat. I was calm. I was peaceful. I Ignored the urgent, worried voices and the strong arms trying to separate us. I just clung on tighter, blocking out the rest of the world.
The darkness clouding my head rushed forward to meet me, drowning out my consciousness.
But it didn't matter what happened now. I was with Anna. Anna was with me. We were together.
And I was never letting go.
Two still bodies lying in the road.
A friendship together for eternity.
